The Diary of the Butterfly

After

After

I am my own enemy

I am my own nightmare

I am dangerous

I cannot trust myself

I hurt myself

I am no good for me

I am no good for the world

I will write a note

I will not tell my parents where I plan to go

I will tell them not to worry because I'll be okay

I will do it quickly so I don't feel any more pain

Or maybe I will do it slowly and welcome the pain

Either way after it is done the dragon in me would have been slain

And then I will no longer know pain.

TionaH🦋