The Diary of the Butterfly

Voices

Voices

Honestly, I think the blood fed the demons,

Their voices are louder,

The urge to kill myself has grown stronger,

I don't know what do, is there someone that can help me?

Does anybody see that I don't want this?

I'm begging, please, anybody, just end it.

The voices make it hard for me to go through the day,

I can barely focus on anything,

I'm reminded of how ugly I am,

How disappointing I am,

And that nobody truly loves me.

At thirteen how is it okay?

Okay for me to be feeling this way?

I've never had a traumatic experience yet I feel I can relate to every person that has had one.

I've already lost all faith in God,

But no one knows that,
I say I don't want to, yet I'm forced to go to church,

I can't stomach it so I stay outside,

I've been suffering but nobody sees,

I've began staying to myself,

My demons have become my only friends.

TionaH🦋