The Diary of the Butterfly

Anyway

Anyway

Pain is a monster but it is a drug,

It's one of those things you can count on when you're out of love,

Pain is all I'll ever have so I'll never give her away,

I see it clearer and clearer everyday,

That I'll never be enough and that's why I stay,

Stay away from people and all they have to say,

Their ugly words never bothered me any way,

Because I already know what they're about to say so it would be nice if they could look the other way,

Every day they say the same thing like I didn't already hear it yesterday,

I wish they'd shut up for once because I already have enough noise in my brain.

I know I'll never be pretty because I'm not as thin as a tail,

I'll never be smart enough because I don't have grades, they can praise,

And they'll never like me because my imperfections rub them the wrong way,

I have accepted this so it's best they get out my way,

I'm not in the mood for this today,

They're part of the reason I disgust myself anyway.

TionaH🦋