It has been several days now that Jungkook and Jin have informed the others know about the letters. Yoongi has been so anxious to find it that he has to watch his steps as he has made a mess in his room. "Have you still not found it?" Hoseok asks him this morning as they sit in the living room, waiting for everyone to get ready to go to the company. Yoongi shakes his head vehemently, looking down at his feet. "Have you found yours?" "Yes!" The dancer announces emotionless and if Yoongi would not have been so immersed in feeling jealous that his friend had found his, he would have seen the little hurt inside Hoseok's eyes. Finally, the others emerge from their room and the group can leave for work. The management is pushing them for a comeback and new songs, not letting them have time to look for their girlfriend. Yoongi at this point is living on 2 hours of sleep per night, as most of the time, he would stay on his laptop late, looking for hints about Y/N's whereabouts or dwelling on memories as he looks at her pictures.
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Yoongi glances at the message on his phone and feels enraged at how the company is not giving him time, time to find her.
In his studio, he goes through his drawers to find his USB stick that contains old samples, he has saved before his enlistment. After searching for over thirty minutes, he leans back in annoyance. "Hoba? Have I left my black USB at your studio?" Hoseok's studio was the only place coming to his mind as to where he might have left it. "No, Hyung. I don't see it." Yoongi lets out a deep sigh, closing his eyes as he feels sleepy but his mind will not allow him to rest. Suddenly there is a knock on the door, and Yoongi walks over to open it, he still has the phone next to his ear. "Hoseok?" Yoongi looks at his friend then at his phone. "Oh my, Suga-hyung. I have hung up on you five minutes ago." Hoseok is pushing his friend back inside his studio, moving close to him. Yoongi is still out of it, not reacting when Hoseok puts his lips onto his out of the blue. Abruptly, he pushes Hoseok away from him yet as he looks up and sees the pain in his boyfriend's eyes, he pulls him back by his shirt. Their lips clash and Yoongi's hands cannot stop touching Hoseok all over his body. The sole emotion in their gesture is desperation, desperate to feel another person, and the need to get rid of the frustration that has been building inside them over the last days.
For over a week now, they meet up daily in Yoongi's studio to pleasure each other with their mouths and their touches but never beyond that. "You know Hyung, " Hoseok lets out as they sit on the couch in Yoongi's workplace after another of their stress-relieving meet-ups, "We could do more if you need or want to." "I am sorry Hoba, but this is all I can give you for now. However, I will understand if you go to our boyfriends to satisfy the cravings you might have right now." Yoongi lets him know as he pecks his boyfriend's lips. "No, I am good. I don't feel the urge to have sex but if I do, I am up for it." Yoongi could see the sadness in Hoseok's eyes that has been coming and going since they came back from the military. Yoongi wants to lean in and capture his donsaeng's lips to show him that he feels love for him but Hoseok just stands up and walks to his desk.
