Since my first time with Jungkook, I have had some more sexual encounters with the maknae. He is still very interested in learning new things about his body and mine. But until now I can sense that he is holding back and you wanted to change that. During your talks when I was all cuddled up in his arms, watching a movie, or just sharing a lovely moment, I found out that even after our little game night he still isn't sure if he is straight or bisexual or even pan. However, he admits that he feels drawn to some of the members and that he has a difficult time holding back when Jimin or Hoseok gets too close to him. I try to reassure him that it is totally fine to experience different things also with different or same genders. In my mind, a plan is forming on how to help Jungkook find answers to his concerns.
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One evening when I share the bed with Namjoon I bring the issue to his attention. "Joonie, can I ask you for your advice concerning a worry I have about Jungkook?" He lets go of the tight grip he has on me to move both of us to sit against the headboard. "Of course. I'm always here to help." He takes my hand into him to bring me comfort. When I look into his eyes, I see he is in leader mode now. "Even if it is really personal and has to do with my special time with him?" He nods as I cuddle closer to him. "I'm sure you know that Kookie's first sexual encounter had not been a pleasant one. And that I basically showed him that sex can be something enjoyable." Another nod. "Since then his moments with me are full of exploration. However, I can see that he is holding back. For now, he always lets me take the command. But when it gets heated, I can feel that he wants to take control but he keeps being reserved to follow his instincts." Joon raises an eyebrow before speaking. "Have you asked him why he acts like that?" "Yes, of course. But he only replies that he likes what I'm doing. I already tried to put him in the dominant spot by acting really submissive. You know what I mean." I shoot him a knowing look. "But even then, he doesn't come out of the shell. If I do not take back the reins, I think we would not finish the act." Namjoon strokes my hair to soothe me. "First of all, nothing of this is your fault. Second, why do you think I can help him?" "You are relatively dominant when we have sex and I enjoy it. Kookie also shared with me that he is not sure about his sexual orientation. So, I thought that maybe you could help him find out more about it. Of course, I would be present too." He was contemplating my explanation as I stay quiet, knowing that he is sorting out his thoughts. "If he is okay with this then I'm too." "Oh, Joonie that's great. Thank you. I will talk to him tomorrow. And for now how about you show me that dominant side of yours again, Daddy?" Not a moment later, he is already on top of me, pinning my arms over my head while placing himself between my legs.
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