Colin Firth - will he save me?

Just the two of us

The day has finally come when I can leave the hospital again, David and I can go home. I don't know what to expect there, Colin has promised to prepare everything so that I have as little to do as possible. He offered to come over every day, and I suggested that he sleep in the guest room. It's just too early for me to let him get closer to me. On the other hand, I don't want to take the time with his son away from him. He should be there for him around the clock. Colin is great, he takes care of his little son and gives me all the time in the world. I try to imagine what it might be like for him that I can't remember our time together. We're not talking about my memory loss. In general, our conversations revolve around our baby; we are usually too tired to have more in-depth conversations anyway.

The next few weeks go by in a flash. We all go about our everyday life, Colin and I spend a lot of time together, I get to know him better and better. One evening we both fall exhausted on the couch, David just fell asleep. "Colin - did I love you?" "Yeah, at least that's what you said." he replies with a smile. "What went wrong between us?" "Well, that's a long story I'd like to forget. I was just unsure about us, tried to suppress my feelings, I behaved like a big ass." "Okay, but why did you really go back to Livia?" "Do you really want to know?" "Yes, somehow. I mean, if you still have feelings for her, isn't it difficult for you to be here with me?" "No, I don't love her anymore, I realized that some time ago." I decide not to push him any further. In the last few weeks I've noticed that talking about feelings isn't exactly his forte.

At some point I'm so tired that I rest my head on Colin's shoulder and gently doze off in front of me. Colin puts an arm around me and leans his head on mine, I snuggle closer to him and put my hand on his stomach. I notice he's breathing harder, we've never been so close. At least not after my memory loss. Colin now puts his other arm around me and caresses me tenderly. I'm insecure, his touch makes me feel insecure, even though it feels beautiful. The thoughts in my head roll over, I'm sitting tightly entwined with Colin Firth on the couch, that's crazy, his touch arouse me more and more.

Colin's touch is more demanding, I look up at him briefly, but see that he has closed his eyes, I look at his lips, how wonderful they look and how much I would like to kiss him now. I take advantage of the moment and put my lips tenderly on his. Colin takes a deep breath and reciprocates my touch, we kiss very tenderly, our lips barely touch. After a while we both open our lips and I slide my tongue into his mouth. Just as we intensify our kiss, David begins to cry softly. Colin and I both smile at our son's interruption "he really has a good timing," says Colin and gets up to check on his son. That night I hardly turn an eye, the man, to whom I am now strongly drawn, sleeps only a few meters away from me, my whole body is consumed by his touch.

The next morning Colin greeted me with a shy kiss "I hope that's okay?" "Yes, it is," I reply and kiss him back. "I would like to go on a short trip to the country with you and David over the weekend. We would only be an hour away from London and if David is not feeling well we would be home quickly, look, I've found a great hotel. It has one beautiful park and we wouldn't even have to leave the room. Of course I understand if this all goes too fast for you, but I would really like to be alone with you and I think a change of scenery would be good for you too. " I close Colin's lips with a kiss, "That would be great, I'm really looking forward to it."

The hotel is really great, Colin has not exaggerated with the description of the park. "Have you already been here?" "No, never, I've often thought of going with you, but somehow it never came back. Well, then you were pregnant and I thought you don't want to know anything about me." "Colin, it's beautiful here." We spend the afternoon with a long walk, Colin pushes David in front of him in the stroller, the little one is exhausted from the fresh air and sleeps in a tour. We talk about so many things, things that occupy us. Time flies by. When we return to our room I am frozen through. "Do you want to take a hot bath? I don't want you to catch a cold!" "Yes, that would be fine, but guess what, why don't you just come with me?" Colin hesitates only briefly, but he understands my request and slowly begins to undress while I put David in his cot.

I didn't dare look at Colin when he got into the bathtub in front of me. Quite a gentleman, he just looks me in the eye when I get up to him. I sit between his legs and lean my back against his chest. He begins to gently massage my neck, it feels so good to be touched by him. I'm slowly getting warmer and I feel Colin's body getting excited. I snuggle up to him, Colin reacts immediately and lets his hands wander over my arms, with his left hand he gently strokes my breasts and with his right hand tenderly over my stomach. When his fingers finally find their way between my legs, I groan with relish. Colin crosses his legs with mine so that I can no longer move them, he holds me completely embraced, I cannot escape his touch. While he initially only worked on my clitoris with his index and middle finger, his touches get faster and faster. When I'm about to orgasm, he sticks his middle finger into me and penetrates my G-spot. "God Colin, I'm about to explode, that's so good." When he finally starts to stroke my clitoris with his thumb, I have an incredibly intense orgasm. My thighs are shaking and Colin's breathing is going harder too. "Can you get to bed?" he asks me.

We drag ourselves to bed more than we go, I feel Colin's excitement on my back as he turns me on my stomach and lies on top of me. I tell him that I want to feel him, but he hesitates and caresses me between my legs again. I notice how I'm getting wetter and wetter, Colin turns me on my back and spreads my legs. But he doesn't do what I hope he does, however he manages to tie my hands to the bed with the belts of our bathrobes, I'm at his mercy. Colin's body is wonderful, even though he's thin, I can see the muscles on his shoulders and stomach, the line that runs down his groin makes me mad. "Colin ..." "Shhhhh, I've been waiting so long, I want to enjoy it with you" Colin looks me in the eye, I can't help it, I stare at his magnificent excitement. When he starts to please himself I almost go insane and come almost alone at this incredible sight. But Colin is not granting me redemption yet.

As if he knew that I'm just about to come, he starts to lick me, he lets his tongue circle over my clitoris again and again and sucks it gently, at the same time he puts a finger into me again and finds the point with that he drove me so crazy earlier. I just manage to say "Colin I'm coming" as my body trembles from a wonderful orgasm. Colin kept licking me the whole time, so that a shorter but more intense orgasm follows. When I open my eyes I see how excited Colin himself is, his gaze is glassy, ​​I know that it can't be long with him and I can feel what he's up to. While I'm still tied to the bed, his hip wanders towards my head, I open my mouth and take his cock inside me. Colin tries not to moan too loudly as he moves faster and faster, pushing his cock deep into my mouth again and again. It doesn't take long and he too is at his peak. He cums in my mouth, I take it all in. Colin sinks down on me, exhausted, and unties my hands. Immediately I hug him and hug him. I feel his heart racing, I run my fingers through his curls, gently stroke his back.

"Was it always like this between us?" I ask him when we are having dinner in the room later. "Yes, the sex has always been a bit indecent and extraordinary." he says with a wink. "Ok, what do you think if we try shy sex? After all, we have a baby in the room." Colin grins mischievously "Okay, if you can keep calm." When we finally go to bed we kiss each other long, but tenderly not wildly. At some point Colin lies down on me and looks into my eyes, I brush one of his curls off his forehead. "So Mr. Firth, would you please finally fuck me tenderly?" He smiles and gently penetrates me. He gives me time to get used to his full size, it feels incredible to feel him inside me. Our movements are slow and intense, I whisper dirty things to Colin until he finally pushes hard into me and pours into me.

We lie tightly embraced in bed. I don't want to let go of him anymore, I'm so warm inside, I feel that I have really fallen in love with him. But I'm not ready to tell him that yet. Colin pulls me even closer, he caresses me and puts his hand on my cheek, I'm so happy that it takes a moment before I understand what he's asking me "Do you want to be my wife?"