19 Unhappy

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8pm

(Tommy pov)

Ranboo had gone home. We were having dinner. I was hardly eating. I wasn't hungry.
"You okay?" Wilbur asked.
I looked at him.
"Yeah. Yeah I'm fine." I started pocking my food again.
"Tom Tom?" Tubbo asked.
"I'm fine!" I snapped.
Phil looked at me.
"Stop asking!" I ran to mine and Tubbo's room, slamming the door behind me.

They only asked twice. Why did I lash out and run?

I sat on my bed, curled up into a ball, and cryed.

It was about 10 minutes later, when I heard a knock on the door.
"Go away!" I shouted wiping away some of my taers.
Phil peaked round the door.
"Tommy?" He asked.
"Do you know what 'go away' means?" I asked.
"Tommy, come on, what's up?" Phil sat down on the bed next to me.
"I said Go away Phil! Leave." I sat up and hugged his arm.
"You said go away and now you are hugging my arm? How does that work?" Phil giggled.
"Shut it." I hugged his arm some more.
Phil laughed.
"I don't want to force you to say it back, but I love you Tommy." Phil smiled at me.
"I- I-" I stuttered.
"You don't ha-"
"I love you." I said back. He looked at me in shock.
"You said it." Phil said.
I felt ill. I was gunna be sick.
"Excuse me, I need to go to the bathroom." I said.
"Are you Tommy?" Phil asked, noticing there was something wrong.
"No I'm-" I nearly threw up but didn't, "I'm fine! I'll be back in a sec."
I ran to the bathroom and closed the door behind me. I grabbed a bucket.

I was sick. Then again. Then again.
I could hardly breath. Why was I sick?
I haerd someone knock on the door.
"You okay Tommy?" Phil asked.
"Yes-" I was sick again, "I'm fine..."
"Can I come in?"
As much as I didn't want to let him in, I did.
I kneed on the floor next to the bucket I had been using.
"You good?" He asked, kneeling next to me and rubbing my back.
"Yea- yeah." I looked away from him.
"What happened?"
I had no idea.
"I- I dunno."
"Did you not like the food?"
"I liked it. Just not hung-" I was sick again.
"Oh Tommy." He continued rubbing my back.

Tubbo ran in the room.
"Tommy!" He yelled, "Are you okay?"
"I'm fine." I said.
"Tubbo, go play with Wilbur and Techno." Phil said.
"But Techno is in his room, and Wilbur invited Sally round and they are both sat on the sofa all like 'I love you' mah!" Tubbo made kissing noises. I laughed.
"Okay, I get it Tubbo." Phil said, and Tubbo stoped making noises. He giggled.
"Well, go to Quackity's then. You can play with Quackity and Karl. Juat be back by 10." Phil said.
"Okay! I'll bring my phone!" Tubbo ran and left the house.
"Phil, I think I'm not gunna throw up again." I said.
"Okay, take this bucket to your room just in case. I'll clean this one and be back in 15 okay?"
"Okay." I went to my room.

(Wilbur pov)

After Tubbo left the house, Sally said that she should probably leave too.
"No! Don't go!" I grabbed her hand.
"Will, it's getting late. I need to go home." Sally laughed.
"Sleepover?" I smiled.
She smiled at me.
"Aw, fine." Sally sat down next to me again.
I kissed her check.
"Will," She smiled.
"I'll play my Guitar for you."
I smiled.
"Oh go on." Sally smiled as I grabbed my guitar.

20 minutes later

(Tommy pov)

It had been 20 minutes and Phil walked in.
"Sorry Tommy. You okay?" He asked.
"I'm fine." I mutted as I tried to open the window.
"

What are you doing?"
"Leaveing."
Heck. Shouldn't have said that.
Phil locked the window.
"Let me out Phil!" I yelled.
We looked at each other. Everything was locked other than...

The front door.

I ran out the room Philza running after me.
"Tommy!" He yelled.
"No!" I shouted back.
I turned the corner to the front door to see Wilbur stood there holding the keys. Phil stood behind me.
"Oh Thank God." He mutted.
"Your not quiet, Tommy." Wilbur said.
"I know." I walked into the kitchen and sat on the floor.
I found and orange and ate it. Phil walked in.
"How- How are not out of energy?" He asked, as he sat opposite me.
"I'm sorry." I mutted, as I threw the orange pill in the bin.
"What's up?" Phil asked.
"Well, I went to a home on my own once. They seemed so nice, and I loved them. But  thay didn't last very long. They were mean to me. Shouted at me for eating more than a slice of bread a day. They would make me sleep on the floor. I was made to do all the jobs. I- I don't trust anyone other than Tubbo anymore. I'm sorry." I hugged Phil.
"No, Tommy I get it. Techno was the same. He didn't trust me because people when horrible to him. You probably haven't seen it, but his back is covered with burns and scars."
That made me feel better.
"I have a scar all down my leg." I said.
"What?" Phil asked.
I pulled up my trouser leg. There it was. The scar that run all up my led.
"Tommy, when- when did you get that?" Phil asked.
"2 years ago. When a family would scrap us every time we did something wrong. I wouldn't let them scrap Tubbo, so if they were gunna scrap Tubbo, I would make them scrap me." I ran my finger down the scar.
"Tommy, I do love you. Look at Wilbur and Techno. I have never hurt them. I would never hurt you. Please, don't try and run away. If you need time away from me or the family, you have your friends. Just tell me whose house you are going to." Phil said.
"I think I will stay at home for now, Dad." I went to my room.

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