Chapter 25 Alexithymia

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Quick Author's note: 

Sorry for not passing according to my schedule, because it is the last 5 chapters left. I and my team want to make it special for you and something to hold on to while the sequel is in the making. So make sure to follow and Are you Team Cairo or Team Gab? 

Enjoy Readers! 


Cairo's POV


Should I Tell Her? Should I still say the phrases knowing that these words can hurt her... or she would understand, she's matured than me. Will she understand me? will she get mad? I don't want to lose her.


I didn't want to stop talking to her, it's like she is better off with someone near her age. Someone matured like her, someone who's better than me, I am worthy of the love she is giving me, her time. I am wasting her time. Wasting the moments she gets to have with someone else.


End of Cairo's POV


Cairo takes a deep breath looks into Veya's eyes, holds her hand tight. Cairo looking to his left side and starts to talk.


"Veya, you shouldn't still talk to me? I know you keep updating me, trying to reach out to me, but I don't reply to texts. I am wasting your time... I will be happy when I see you smile, even though I am not the pill you take, I might be jealous of the way that new guy in your life will love you and you love him...


Like when you are dancing with that person and not me,The way he kisses your lips, The way he will hold your hand the way I am holding you right now, I want that to be better, I want you to have that but my hands can be your last touch and I want you to hold someone else, someone who is more ready and unafraid. I love you...


I am confusing... but when I talk to you or when I hold you... it all suddenly feels so right. I am ready to be loved by you. will you love me? so that I can love you?" Cairo said in full thought, with the deepest feeling he may pour out.


"Cairo..." Veya said softly.


Veya holding his hand, she held up his head high and looked him in the eye, and kissed him. In their hearts, the world was turning... like their lips were longed to touch. veya pulls away and tears drop on her face with the words " I have loved you since you waved at me." Veya said.


"I made mistakes.. had a hard time loving again, but the way you made me smile, through the screen. Mattered. because that was the one thing I noticed when I first met you, and that got me to say I love you." Veya said,


"I made mistakes, I almost gave up but the way you looked at my eyes, I saw how many memories we could make." "I almost kissed someone, but knowing I wanted you to be the first." veya made sure of it.



"I couldn't say what else my heart feels, but knowing it's comfortable when it's with you," Veya said. 


Alexithymia; n | the inability to express your feelings.


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