Can you heal my wounds?

4- picnic day

Sophia's pov:
~Saturday ~

I woke up at 1 pm and I was in a bad mood, I stayed in bed for hours before getting up to go to the bathroom then getting back again.

I watched a movie and played with blue a little then we watched TikTok together.

I didn't eat anything today, I don't know why I'm like this, I will be happy and eat normal without any guilt then all of the sudden I can't eat anything without hating myself or feeling guilty, then the circle repeats all over, I don't want to think about it for now let's just hope the circle moves so I can be happy.

I didn't want to talk to anyone today so I just turned off my phone, I needed some time alone, I listened to Billie Eilish a little then watched some gilmore girls, after a while I fell asleep.

~Sunday~

I woke up at 7:00am because I slept really early, well you can't blame me I didn't have anything else to do, I stayed in my bed a little then got up and took a shower I probably stayed in the shower for an hour, After that I got out and listened to some music.

1- when the party is over. by Billie Eillish
2- Falling. by Harry styles
3- Another love. by Tom Odell
4- Nobody. by Mitski
5- All i want. by Kodaline
6- I was all over her. by Salvia Palth

"You can tell I'm still in a bad mood right?".

I put some lotion then wore my pajamas before getting back in my bed only to find blue taking a nap, "I swear all she does is sleeping 24/7".

I lay in my bed thinking what to do, I decided to open my phone because I know if I keep it off longer Layla is going to murder me.

as soon as I open my phone I see tons of massages.

I got confused at first because someone added me to a group chat so I decided to check it first.

(I know it supposed to be numbers and not names because she didn't have them in her contact before but it will be easier this way so just pretend that everyone said their name at first)

Yesterday at 12pm

Sara:
Hey guys we decided to make this group cuz you know we have a break so maybe we could hangout.

Emma:
Yup and I was thinking if everyone was free tomorrow we could go on a picnic on the beach or something.

Noah:
Yes please I'm so bored, also I need to go out like every day or else I'm gona regret it when we get back to school.

Sara:
Okay so tomorrow picnic at the beach
Who is coming??.

Liam :
Me

Layla♥︎:
Me

Lily:
Me and Ruby are coming.

Noah:
Me

Liam:
What do we bring?.

Emma:
Nothing me and sara gonna prepare for everything just bring your asses at 12pm.

Sara:
Okay so Laim, Noah, Layla , Ruby and lily, Me and Emma are coming, Sophia?.

Yesterday 9:00pm

Emma:
Layla can you please aske Sophia she is not answering my massages.