BLINDNESS (COMPLETED)

MISSING SCENE

Shi Li "Dane" Chen POV

7 years ago...

"I'll help you Flamery but I want you to help me too." — I said to Flamery. The first time I saw her in Macau I fell in love with her. When Dad told me she will be my fiancé, I felt so happy. I can't wait to be her wife. I told my Dad to let me go to the Philippines because I miss Flamery already. But... I never thought about her love life, all I thought was about me and to become her wife. I became selfish for the first time. Maybe having her around for almost 2 years are enough for me to realize that she will never be mine.

She's not the first person in my life but she's the first person I fall in love genuinely. Sadly, Shedi Faye own her heart, I was late to make her fall in love with me.

5 years ago...

Giving her back to the one who she belongs to was really hard for me. But seeing her happy with Shedi makes me feel at peace. She's happy and that's enough for me. I've never thought that I will experience this heartbreak, I'm famous, rich, almost perfect and pretty. Dad gave me everything I want but maybe Flamery Reign is not one of it. She's human and have feelings, she's not a thing that I usually get easily. I smiled bitterly as I stare at the dark sky. Does the weather know what I'm experiencing? It seems like this weather is comforting me and it makes me feel less lonely. I smiled sadly as I keep my gaze at the dark sky.

As I recall the event at Pier 1991, I can't help to feel sour inside me as I was looking at them. I hope this bitterness inside me will fade away and start to accept the fact that, her and I will never happened. I tried to flirt with the other member of the band who performed that night. I feel bad... I can't recall her name either. This is so hard... and it hurts so much.

fast forward...

"Saan po punta nyo Ma'am Dane?" — Yaya asked me. Thanks to Red and Flamery, they teach me how to speak tagalog. Eventhough my Filipino is not perfect atleast I'm trying to learn it.

"Ah— Ako punta sa Mall po Ya Tessa." — I replied politely. She smiled when I replied her in Filipino.

"Sasabihan ko po ba ang Driver na ihatid po kayo doon Ma'am?" — I just shook my head, what I love about Filipino people are very caring and very welcoming. It's so nice to meet people that is nice and kind. Just like Flamery, I wished there's another Flamery who will love me back.

"No po. I'm fine, I wanted to go by myself. If ako problema I will call you Ya Tessa." — I answered. She look unsure and worried but eventually she told me to call her as soon as I needed them.

As I explore the mall, I thought I will be happy and forget the pain that I'm feeling. Shopping is my stress reliever, maybe that's changed as well when I met Flamery. I just realized that it's not easy to move on.

"Miss ayos ka lang? Para ka pong tanga na nakatayo sa gitna ng daanan dito sa mall." — someone said which made me brought back to my senses. I look at the girl who just talk to me though I didn't understand her words that much. She's not that tall  and I think the girl beside her was scolding her.

"I'm sorry?" — that's the only words I have said.

"Don't sorry me. Alam kong mukha kang modelo pero sayang ka may pagkabingi ka." — she said. The girl beside her slap her shoulder and I can't help but to smile.

"Speak slowly please? Ako hindi pa ganun kagaling sa Filipino." — I replied. I heard her little giggle while the girl beside look so embarrassed. And I just look at them and wait for their response.