ftm reader x various oneshot book

Atsushi Nakajima///heels

"A-are you really sure about this, (y/n)?" Atsushi asks, red in the face at the thought of what you've asked him to do.

"I sure am, Atsu-chan! But you don't have to do anything if you don't want to. I just thought it'd be fun..."

"I just d-don't want to get hurt.."

"Hey! I'll hold your hand the whole time if you want me to."

Atsushi smiled at you, nervously standing up from the bed. He wobbled a bit but you held onto him as promised, so he didn't fall. He looked very tense as he took the first step. "I-i didn't fall!" he said in relief.

You laughed. "Of course not, hun, I'm holding your hand! I would never let you fall. And now, let me look at you." Once you felt confident that he was stable, you released Atsushi's hand to step back and look over him. Admittedly, you found the sight of him in high heels rather attractive, but then you always found Atsushi attractive so...

He watched your reactions, still flustered as you let your eyes wander down his body. "Hmm, you know Atsu, you could step on me in those heels..."

"I could- wh-what??"

"Step on me," you repeated with a wink.

Sweet little Innocence didn't understand what you meant. "Why would you want me to do that? Wouldn't that hurt? These heels are kinda pointy, what if one of them stabbed you? I can't be responsible for killing my boyfriend!" You chuckled at his nervous babbling, giving the cutie a kiss on the cheek.

"That's not what I mean when I say step on me."

"Then what-" he saw the face you were making then said, "oh," his own face red like a stop sign.

You laughed when you saw his reaction, giving him more quick kisses. "You're so cute, Atsu-chan!"

He put his arms around your back, giggling as you showered him in affection.

When you started to kiss his neck, he was so caught off guard that he lost his balance and fell onto the bed, accidentally pulling you on top of him. You blushed, slightly embarrassed by the situation despite your previous talk of getting stepped on. 

"Sorry!" He said with a wince.

You laughed. "No worries! In fact, this kind of worked out..."

His eyes widened, his face firetruck-red. Still on top of him, you gave him an innocent peck on the lips and said, "I'm sorry if I'm making you uncomfortable." You tried to get off of the silver-haired boy but he held you to him.

"You're not," he said with a grin, pulling you into a kiss, his sharp canine teeth (ironic, since he's a cat boy but-) scraping your bottom lip. The sensation startled you, and you broke the kiss to say, "I didn't know your teeth were so damn sharp.."

He laughed. "I turn into a tiger, remember?"

"Well yeah but..are your teeth always this sharp?"

He blinked at you before asking, "D-did I hurt you?"

"No! No, I'm fine. It just surprised me, that's all."

"Promise?"

"Yeah. Promise."

He was still smiling when he drew you back in for more kisses. Sweet, gentle, almost innocent kisses. You knew he wouldn't do anything more for fear of hurting you, but..you wanted more. You tangled a hand in his messy locks, letting the other hand trail down his chest before resting on his hip, fingers splayed against his side. He let out a surprised mewl at the touch of your hands, sounding almost kitten-like but the sounds being muffled against your own mouth.

He drew his mouth from yours to say, "(Y/n)? I-I don't think we should be doing this.."

"Oh. Do you not want to kiss me-"

"No, I do!" Atsushi reassured you, planting a kiss on your forehead before continuing, "I just don't think we should take it further than that. Not today."

"Oh. That's fine! I'm glad you told me, Atsu-chan."

You moved to his side, pulling him close to cuddle with you. "You look fucking hot in heels, for the record."

He laughed, blushing at the compliment. "Thanks." He thought of asking you to try some heels on too, but he didn't want to make you uncomfortable. Since you'd explained you were trans and what that meant, Atsushi tried his best to accommodate you in any way he could. Whether it was simple things like giving you cute gender-affirming nicknames, or randomly buying you masculine clothes 'just because,' he constantly found ways to make you feel validated and loved.

He buried his face in your chest; he wouldn't normally do so, but he knew you were wearing a binder so it wouldn't bother you too much. You smiled when he did so; you liked having him close to you like this, it was so calming. You liked when Atsushi lay with you; it made you feel safe, and like you could keep Atsushi safe too.

Before you knew it, you'd fallen asleep there holding Atsushi. You woke up to Dazai's smirking face and screamed, flinching and nearly taking out his eye in your panicked state.

"What the hell are you doing here, Dazai?" You whisper-yelled, since by now you realized what was going on and that your were-tiger was still curled up asleep against your side.

"The two of you slept through dinner!" Dazai said in his typical smug tone, dodging your question completely.

"And look at all these shits I give about it. Oh wait, there are none! I seem to have lost them..." you replied, turning away from Dazai to face Atsushi, nuzzling his soft silver hair.

Atsushi was still asleep, somehow, though he murmured a few nonsense words and tightened his arms around you. "Hmm," you murmured into his hair, feeling the unruly strands tickle your lips as you planted a kiss on the top of his head. Dazai got the message that he wasn't welcome and he left the two of you alone, going back to the rest of the agency members. 

"I told you guys, did I not? They're totally doing it!" Dazai announced when he entered the room.

"What are you yelling about this time, Dazai?" Kunikida asked, pinching the bridge of his nose in irritation.

"(Y/n) and Atsushi!" Dazai answered. "I found the two of them in bed together."

Everyone was shocked by the revelation, shouting their many questions and trying to be heard over the other voices doing the same.

Dazai made a gesture for them to quieten down before he said, "One at a time, please."

"I can't believe you people didn't realize it sooner," Ranpo told them. "It was rather obvious the two were in a relationship."

"Well sure," Yosano said, "their feelings were blatantly obvious. But I never thought they were fucking! God, Dazai, you didn't walk in on them...?"

"No, nothing like that! Both of our boys were fully clothed and fast asleep when I stepped into the room. But I can't attest to what they've been doing in (y/n)'s room alone all day..." 

"Dammit you fucking pervert, we were just sleeping!" (Y/n)'s voice boomed from the door which he had kicked open in true dramatic fashion.

"Oh. I thought the two of you were still 'sleeping,'" said Dazai with a mirthful grin. 

"Atsu-chan woke up. I told him I was going to kick your ass for barging into my room uninvited and he said it was fine by him."

"Kick my ass?" Dazai asked, oh so amused by your statement.

This was when Atsushi walked in, still wearing his heels. You heard them click, click, click against the floor until Atsushi was standing next to you.

"Woah, I didn't know you guys were kinky!" Dazai said with a smirk. 

"WE WERE NOT HAVING SEX, DAZAI!!" you exclaimed, Atsushi too embarrassed to really say anything.

Everyone laughed, except Kunikida, who was (unsurprisingly) unamused by this whole thing.