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Akutagawa Ryunosuke///tea time (here to help part two)

((A Clearly Labeled [For Once] Author's Note: Thanks to the people who read my weird writing,, I'm shocked and delighted that this book has 1.6k views! Remember requests are open, fellas..))

Also, more gay panic. Because I live in a perpetual state of gay panic, and because why the fuck not. And I'll warn you...Akutagawa be kinda soft in this one 👉👈

You and Ryunosuke had been dating for several weeks now, and still did not engage in any kind of physical affection.

Perhaps this wasn't very long for some people, but it felt like a lifetime to Akutagawa.

Why doesn't he ever touch me? Is it my fault somehow? 

The problem was that he refused to request affection. Even though he craved it. He still acted aloof with you much like before you started dating, but there were moments that he would loosen up. You loved when you could make him smile, since it was such a rare occurrence. Its rarity just made you treasure it all the more.

He cared much more for you than he would ever let on, in his typical tsundere way.

One day the two of you were at your favorite tea shop when Akutagawa just asked, deadass, "Is there a reason you're not affectionate with me?"

You took on a sad expression, sorry to have made him feel even a bit unloved. "You think I'm not affectionate? Gods, I'm sorry Ryu, I don't want you to feel like I don't care for you! I love you so much, I'm sorry I don't tell you more often-"

"I meant physical affection, (y/n)."

At that, you blushed. "Oh. I didn't think that was something you wanted..."

"Why not?"

"I don't know, you're just...you don't want anyone else to touch you, I didn't want you to feel like I was forcing anything on you..."

Akutagawa sighed, taking his boyfriend's (s/c) hand in his own pale one. "You wouldn't be forcing anything on me. Besides, if I didn't want you to touch me I could easily kill you."

"But would you?" You asked, one brow raised.

"...no."

You grinned, gently squeezing his hand. "Well, you could've said all this sooner. All the same, if you want affection, initiate it! I'm completely fine with it, I just don't want to ever make you feel uncomfortable."

Akutagawa was at a loss of words, his cute little nose turning pink in that way you thought was so adorable. "I..that's considerate of you...Thank you...but I would like for you to touch me. Very much."

You smirked. "You'd like it very much, or you'd like me to touch you... 'very much'?" You asked.

"I mean I'd like it very much, not that- never mind..." he said, while you ran a finger across his cheek.

"Is this alright?"

"I- yes. Very much."

"I love these cheekbones..." you let your hand snake lower, languidly, brushing against his Adam's apple as he swallowed nervously, his face a fabulous shade of red. "And I love everything about you. Especially..." you leaned closer, until your lips nearly touched his. You looked into his eyes, thinking of the cliché of stormy grey eyes as you told him, "I especially love your eyes," pulling away with a smirk as he tried and failed to form coherent words.

"I- um- uhh- dammit, (y/n), I-"

"Excuse me?" Came a feminine voice. Akutagawa and you turned to see a waitress standing at your table. "I'll have to ask you gentlemen to leave, PDA isn't really allowed in this establishment..."

"And why's that, miss? Because we're g a y ?" Akutagawa asked her, adopting his usual cold, intimidating persona.

"Well, I..no, it's just...excessive PDA of any kind is kinda frowned upon. I meant no offense, sir-"

"I'm sure you didn't," he said. "But before we go, I must say something else."

"And what's that?" She asked.

"This," said Akutagawa, before he slid a hand around your waist and pulled you into a kiss. You were shocked, and it was your turn to blush as your boyfriend kissed you in front of the entire tea shop clientele. And your waitress, who had absolutely no. idea. what to do. She just stood there in shock as the two of you kissed.

You hadn't expected to kiss Akutagawa anytime soon, or perhaps ever, and you were surprised by his passion. He placed a hand gently on the back of your neck, fingers brushing against the ends of your hair as he deepened the kiss. You let your own hands rest against his shoulders once you realized just what the fuck was happening, relaxing into the moment, your body unconsciously leaning into him.

You shivered when he bit your lip, resulting in an uncharacteristic smirk from him. "Perhaps I should've done this sooner, if you're going to be like this.."

"ExCUSE me!" A loud, male voice exclaimed. "I'm going to have to ask you two to leave my shop, and not come back."

Akutagawa turned to the man, presumably the shop owner, and replied, "Well that's convenient, my boyfriend and I had no intentions of returning here. You see, we wouldn't normally make such a spectacle.." he turned to you with a smug look at 'spectacle,' "but we were doing nothing wrong when your employee asked us to leave. We were just giving her something worthy of her complaint."

You blubbered incoherently, red as Bob the tomato from Veggie Tales, left in shock by your boyfriend's unusual behavior.

Before you could actually say anything of substance, he took your hand and said, "Come on, we'll get our tea elsewhere."

"O-okay.."

Once you'd left the shop you asked, "Akutagawa Ryunosuke, what the hell was that?"

"I know! The staff were so rude.."

"No! I mean! You made out with me in public! What the hell! Was that about!"

"That woman had no right to kick us out, babe, I was just trying to upset her."

"...Oh."

"What do you mean, 'oh'?"

"So you just kissed me to be petty. I mean, pettiness is understandable but I wish you would've wanted to kiss me regardless of that-"

"You think I don't want to kiss you?"

"Well, I-"

"Idiot," he said, leaning in to kiss you again, more gentle than before.

"I'm not an idiot," you whined when he broke the kiss.

"Sure," was his reply.

You playfully hit him in the chest. "Asshole."

A hint of a smile tugged at his lips. "Let's get some tea," he said. You smiled, linking an arm with his.

"Whatever you say, Ryu."