A Very 80's Infatuation - manxman

3. Crazy For You

Song: Crazy For You by Madonna
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'Ethan!' I turn as I hear my name. It's Jessie, finally.

'Hey. Where have you been?' I reply.

'Scoping out the place. Haven't had any luck yet. There are tons of women though so you're in for a good night.' she winks.

'Hmm.' is all I can manage. She drags my hand and pulls me right into the thick of the crowd. Lights are beaming and spinning everywhere and people are jumping and jerking their shoulders. I join in and start having fun. A couple of people are spinning their arms and swaying their heads, really getting into whatever song this was.

Then I see him.

Swaying room as the music starts
Strangers making the most of the dark
Two by two their bodies become one

People around me are getting quite close now. It's not the sloppy song that's in my head that is playing. It is quite an upbeat number I've never heard before, but it's obviously a song that works best one-on-one.

The song in my head is just how I am feeling. The people were swaying in time with the last song as the new music started and then their bodies all of a sudden came closer as if they wanted to focus on that one person for the rest of the night. Like with the person I've began to focus on.

I see you through the smokey air
Can't you feel the weight of my stare

I am quite clearly looking at him and his eyes finally land on mine.

You're so close but still a world away
What I'm dying to say, is that

He isn't making a move yet. What am I saying? I'm not gay and suddenly I want a man to approach me.

I'm crazy for you
Touch me once and you'll know it's true

I just can't take me eyes off him and he is staring back like he is feeling the same way. He doesn't look gay so I could be mistaken, or he could just feel attached to me somehow like I feel with him. He has this wild hair and the brightest eyes. His skin is pale and flawless, his white suit just accentuating this fact.

I never wanted anyone like this
It's all brand new, you'll feel it in my kiss
I'm crazy for you, crazy for you

I wanted to kiss him. Sssh brain, you don't want to kiss a guy. But he looked so delectable that kissing him was the only thing on my mind currently. I felt my body shifting itself ever so nearer to the man, completely of its own accord. My mind was going 'no no no' but my heart was giving other, very clear instructions to disobey those thoughts.

Trying hard to control my heart
I walk over to where you are
Eye to eye we need no words at all

He gets up from where he was leaning and mirrors my movements. Our eyes never part from one another.

Slowly now we begin to move
Every breath I'm deeper into you

Suddenly the song that was on changes pace and the crowd move in front of me and I can no longer see him. Our eyes are no longer staring down each other and I have a moment to think. Is this what I want? The crowd move again and my question is answered. He is standing right in front of me now.

Soon we two are standing still in time
If you read my mind, you'll see

We gaze at one another just feeling the moment. I have no idea what song is playing as all I can focus on is my heartbeat going wild and the song in my head guiding my actions, making me believe in this moment. Our faces get closer to one another and suddenly he crashes his lips to mine.

I'm crazy for you
Touch me once and you'll know it's true

And it is like light just went bing above my head. This felt so right and I couldn't explain it. But I am not gay, maybe just drunk and this feels right in my drunk brain. But why does it have to feel sooo good? His lips are moving mine and I can't think properly any more.

I never wanted anyone like this
It's all brand new, you'll feel it in my kiss
I'm crazy for you, crazy for you

He has to know how I am feeling. For all I know he is feeling the same. We have drifted into a corner and it's much darker and quieter here. I am almost willing him to hear my thoughts, clear up some of this confusion. The song in the club is winding down as is the one in my head. In a few moments, it will be time to face reality.

It's all brand new, I'm crazy for you
And you know it's true
I'm crazy, crazy for you