A Very 80's Infatuation - manxman

4. Touch Me

Song: Touch Me by Samantha Fox
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I have kept my distance from the family all night. They don't seem to have noticed much because I told them I was going on the prowl and they left me to it. In reality I actually went to the opposite end of the place and stood in a corner like I usually do, completely covered by the crowd.

I had deliberately made myself stand near the main dance floor so I was well concealed if any of my brothers came looking for me. I was kind of hoping a few friends of mine would be here tonight so I could join in the fun with them - the crowd also serves as a purpose of finding any of them because they would most certainly be dancing if they were here.

Touch me
I want to feel your body 

A new song came on and the crowd changed the way they were dancing.

Full moon in the city
And the night was young
I was hungry for love

No wonder they all morphed into couples. It was that song about wanting to be touched and it would be awkward to dance to other than as a couple. Great pulling song though. If you wanted a man/woman, all you would have to do is dance on your own and eye up the one you wanted and they would get the hint and join you.

I was hungry for fun
I was hunting you down

Not the best moment to search for my friends as they would be most certainly having a moment with someone right now. However, the crowd had dispersed a little and it made it easier to see. I could always look for anyone and go up to them when the song was over.

A pair of dark eyes were on me. I could see them standing in the middle of the floor, seemingly in their own little world. It would have been considered cute if it was a girl.

And I was the bait

They were staring at me and I didn't know what to do. For some reason, I felt drawn to this man. He had dark hair and dark eyes and all I could describe him as was... interesting. There was something about him.

When I saw you there
I didn’t mean to hesitate

I sat there observing him for a while. He was dancing near some of the crowd that wasn't all coupley so he wasn't with anyone. My heart gave a little flutter at this thought. Calm yourself Jimmy is all I can think. Your a guy, he's a guy. I wanted to go up to him but I was reluctant - what do I do? What if I go up and he punches me? I'd punch a guy for staring at me. But I didn't want to with him, I just wanted to go up to him.

This is the night
This is the night
This is the time
We’ve got to get it right

He body starts to drift ever so slightly nearer to me, like he is willing us to meet. I think about making a move when the chorus of the song comes on.

Touch me, touch me
I want to feel your body
Your heart beat next to mine

As if the song has magical powers, I move without even thinking. The song is willing for us to touch and be next to each other and my feet are damned if they disobey.

Touch me, touch me now

We are getting a little closer when the song changes pace and the crowd move around.

Quick as a flash you disappeared into the night
Did I hurt you boy? Didn’t I treat you right?

I can't see him anywhere and begin to think he has gone. Was he not feeling the same as me? It would have been a great opportunity to leave without having me think he has just ran away. Except now of course that is all I can think.

You made me feel so good
Made me feel myself
Now I’m alone

I need to pull myself together - this is a man we are talking about! But it did feel so good just having him look at me like that, like I was a piece of meat. I usually don't like it when women do it but there was something that felt good about this, like we were meant to stare at each other. But now you are gone and I can't explain what just happened.

This is the night, yeah
This is the night
This is the time we’ve got to get it right

And as if by the magic of the song again, he is back and we are right next to one another, eyes instantly making that connection. We look at one another and suddenly my thoughts are just willing for us to touch.

Touch me, touch me
I want to feel your body
Your heart beat next to mine

Damn this song. It has some holy powers I grant you. We both inch closer to one another.

Touch me, touch me now

And with that clear instruction from the song I crash my lips to his. I just had to and there was nothing my brain could do to stop me. I let my lips attack every inch of his face, or something like that. My bottom lip grazed upwards on his as I pushed my tongue in and began massaging his with mine. His top lip grazed down on mine and we began that ever-familiar pattern.

But this wasn't like with anyone else. Maybe this guy was just a good kisser and I had had a few too many to drink. But then again, I'm always a bit drunk when I get with a girl.

Touch me, touch me now
Touch me, touch me now

I couldn't get close enough to the guy. We were just grabbing for each other and making out like there was no tomorrow. My body definately wanted this. But did my mind? I don't know, I'm so confused. This feels great but I have this voice in the back of my mind going' you're not gay, this is wrong, you are wrong' and I feel like we should stop.

Hot & cold emotions confusing my brain
I could not decide between pleasure & pain

Is this song stalking me? I really can't make up my mind. I have these thoughts in the back of my head but I also have some saying 'this is so right, how could you like girls when there was this instead'.

Like a tramp in the night
I was begging you
To treat my body like you wanted to

Still, we were going at it and our bodies are moving into the corner, away from the jostling crowd. It's a little quieter in this corner and I can feel and practically hear our heartbeats just banging against our chests.

Touch me, touch me I want to feel your body
Your heart beat next to mine
’cos I want your body all the time

The song is coming to an end and I don't know if I want it to. It had be in a spell and when the next song starts, I could be brought out of it and senses will be regained. Did I want to go back to normal me or see where this could be headed?