HONEY BOY 2021

CHAPTER 4

*MARGOT POV*

Its already past lunch and i still don't see him. It is because of what happened lastnight? I pushed him away and i think i hurt him. No wonder if he's not gonna see me again.

I looked down, i want to cry. I didn't meant to pushed him off. Putangina kasing panaginip na yun. 

I covered my face with my hands. What i'm going  suppose to do to keep him in touch? I don't have his contact number.

"Can you give me a discount for this?" I looked up and i couldn't be happier when i saw his face.

"If you don't mind i'll pay for this!" He smirked. I scan the popcorn. I can help but to stared to his face.I thought he left me for real.

"Is there's something wrong with my face?" He murmured.

"N-no, natutuwa lang akong makita ka!" He nodded.

"Margot, I'm sorry for being blunt but I thought we're doing well but lastnight after i said i love you how could you pushed me away like that?" He frowned.

I know i offend him but pushing him away has nothing to do to what he said last night. It was just all my dreams.

After kong pumasok ng kwarto ko kagabi hindi na ako lumabas. I don't know kung umuwi ba siya o ano, pero pagkagising ko kaninang umaga wala na siya sa bahay.

Umupo kami sa labas ng shop. I can't stop staring at him while he's eating his popcorn. If i were him lastnight siguro masasaktan din ako, napasobra ata ang ginawa ko sa kanya.

"Stop staring at me like that. It makes me uncomfortble!" He blurted.

"I'm sorry!" I sighed.

"Did you feel bad about what happened lastnight?" I nod, i feel really bad. Hindi nga ako makatulog ng maayos.

"Actually i'm really sorry for lastnight Keith, i didn't mean to that nagulat lang talaga ako!" He frowned again. Did i say something wrong?

"You were suprised because i said I love you?" I looked away from him. "Margot, akala ko ba gusto mo ako?"

"Oo g-gusto kita pero hindi pa kasi ako-!" I glanced at him when i realised what i'm trying to say, fuck! He's laughing, this is so embarrassing. He planed all of this.

"So why then pushed me away?" Did it really bothers him why i pushed him away?

"Okay- lemme say this!" I took a deep breath and held for a moment. I cleared my throat.

"After hearing what you had to say, i thought about it lastnight!" He crossed his arm and leaned back against his chair.

"I just realised that i'm not ready!" He looked down, so i panicked. "But i really like you way back before when were not friends!"

"And if you're not gonna see me because of this i think i will be sad!" I don't want to cry but my eyes can't hold my tears anymore.

"J-just give me some more time. I'll do my best to think things through and after that i'll give you my answer!" I sobbed. "Okay lang ba?"

He reached out my hands and he put it to his cheeks. I can't help but to burst in tears. He's really a nice guy after all.

"Of course so stop crying!" Tumayo siya at niyakap ako.

"I know theres something bothering you so please don't stress yourself about me because i can wait you know that!" I hugged him back.

"Thank you!" I whispered. "I think you should leave!" I said kasi parang hindi niya na ako bibitawan sa pagyayakap, tumawa naman siya.