HONEY BOY 2021

CHAPTER 27

*Margot POV*

I chuckled when i saw my grades. What the fuck i failed again, anong bang nangyayari saakin? Masipag naman ako mag-aral, parang  gusto ko na lang umiyak.

I crumpled my card and i threw to the garbage. Don't worry hindi naman yung original copy, nakakainis pa kasing makita pa ito.

I turned around and i stopped when i saw my crush on the stair looking at me. Did he saw me throwing my card?

Nataranta ako ng biglang siyang ngumiti saakin kaya bumilis naman yung tibok ng puso ko.

"M-mason?"

I opened my eyes when i felt someone sit next to me, it's Mason and he held my hair so I closed my eyes again, i just dreamed him when we're in highschool.

"Are you still mad?" He asked with a concerning tone but I ignored him and i turned my body to different sides..

"Ganun ba kahirapan na patawarin ako Margot? Alam ko naman ang dami ko ng kasalanan sayo pero-!"

I took a deep breathed intentionally to stop him kasi pinamumukha niya naman na parang ako yung may kasalan ng lahat.

"Mason, lemme asked you again. Why did you do that?" I sighed.

"D-do what?" He asked so i cleared my throat.

"Three years ago... k-kasi kung hindi mo sana yun ginawa hindi sana lahat mangyayari ito!"

I know he's already fed up about that drama but i can't help, hindi talaga sana mangyayari lahat ng ito kung hindi niya yun ginawa. Pakiramdam ko lahat ng nangyayari ngayon saakin doon nagsimula.

"T-three years ago?" He laughed softly, i know he's tired explaining himself about that.

"I know i wronged you for so many ways Margot but i really liked you. Mahal na mahal kita simula pa noon!" He held my cheeks.

I heard him saying he loves me before but just now it's feels different, it's more sincere. I don't know, i want to cry and yelled at him kasi b-bakit niya ako nagawang saktan kung mahal na mahal niya pala ako? Sobrang hirap na nakakalito.

"I know it's too late to say this but you did a right thing Margot when you left three years ago!" His voice's trembling. I bite my lips, i don't want to make any sound.

So he's telling me i do the right thing three years ago when i left him but how? I left him without a word?

"Noong na realized ko na wala kana talaga sabi ko sa sarili ko na mabuti narin yun kasi wala na akong ibang ginawa sayo kundi saktan ka!"

This is the first time that i heard this from him and it's really hurt me because destiny was really cruel to us that time, we both loved each other.

"I know you won't believe this but as time went on, i couldn't sleep and eat. Sometimes i couldn't breathed Margot!"

H-hindi ko alam kung matatawa ako sa narinig ko kasi nagdusa rin siya, akala ko nga magiging masaya ako kasi ganun din yung naramdaman niya pero bakit parang nasasaktan ako?

"I also lost myself when i lost you Margot. I don't want that to happen again, i'm scared!" He frowned, his voice sounds broken.