For what it's worth

Chapter 28

Landos pov:
As I walked back to my car at Daniels house with y/n in my arms I felt true happiness for the first time all week. It was bizarre really, because I hated people when they where drunk, but with her it was so different, she was so drunk to the point she couldn't even talk proper and yet somehow I didn't want to be anywhere else with anyone else. If this wasn't love then I didn't know what was. I was lost in my thoughts as she mumbled random things every now and again.
"voglio un albero" (I want a tree).
"What language is that?" I ask confused.
"Italian" she smiles.
"What did you say?"
"I want a treeeee"
I giggle at her responses.
"A tree?"
"For oxygen... so I can... breath" she stumbles over her words.
"niet neuken in de keuken" she whispers into my ear laughing.
I think she forgot my mom was Dutch as a surprised expression grew on her face when I answered.
"je hebt een vuile gedachte" (you have a dirty mind).
"jij spreekt Dutch" (you speak Dutch?) she asks
"een beetje" (a little) I smile.
"neuken"(fuck) she says embarrassed because I understood what she said.
"niet in de keuken hoor" (not in the kitchen though) I say winking at her as she burst into laughter.
"How do you know so many languages?" I ask curiously.
"I... don't really know... drunk me knows everything" she says still stumbling over her words but not as bad as before.
"How many can you speak?"
"Too many... I don't know... a lot"
"Speak them"
"je veux un autre verre" (I want another drink) she was now speaking French.
"French?" I ask
"Oui" (yes)
"Ok what other ones"
"Ich will immer noch einen gottverdammten Drink" (I still want a god damn drink)
"German I know that one because it's really similar to Dutch"
"I want a fucking drink how many more languages do I have to ask you in" she giggles.
"Water?" I ask raising an eyebrow
"Vodka" she replies with a serious face.
"They're both transparent so like basically the same thing?"
"Ok so that like me saying fish and chicken is the same because they are both animals?"
"Fuck off no fish is like poisonous and chicken is food"
"Fun fact norris, chickens are actually birds and not foods"
"You eat them though?"
"Yes... but they are birds before they are food"
"Shut up and get in the car bird lady" I say Giggling ad I place her down infront of the car.
"How did I get back here" she asks confused
"We walked, well I walked and you broke my shoulder sitting on it"
"I'm not that heavy" she says getting into the car.

Y/n pov:
I started to feel myself sober up as lando carried me back to the car. Being held in his grip with alcohol in my system wasn't the best idea. After all I did have a dirty mind and the alcohol definitely didn't help that. I need to say something but I didn't want to. I knew so many languages and as far as I know lando is stupid and can barely speak English so I think it was safe to say something in another language.
"niet neuken in de keuken" i whispers into landos ear laughing knowing he won't know what I said.
I think my heart stopped beating when he answered me back in Dutch. He understood what I said. Omg.
"je hebt een vuile gedachte" (you have a dirty mind).
"jij spreekt Dutch" (you speak Dutch?) I  asks
"een beetje" (a little)
"neuken"(fuck) I embarrassed because he understood what i said.
"niet in de keuken hoor" (not in the kitchen though) he say winking at me as i burst into laughter, he was laughing now too.  He carried me the rest of the way back to his car which was parked outside Daniels and he told me get in. At first I was confused and questioned it but soon after I didn't hesitate and hopped in. The car ride back was spent talking and laughing listening to music as I got more and more sober by the second.
"Feeling better?" Lando asked me.
"Much better, I could say im sober again" I smile.
"Good"
"One question though... why am I wearing Daniels cloths?" I ask confused as to how I got into Daniels cloths, I remember going to dinner in a dress.
"I don't know, and really I don't think I'd want to know" lando says in a more sad and serious tone.
"Where you not there?" I ask confused.
"No" he blurts out.
"Oh"
I didn't sleep with Daniel right? I couldn't have? Why would I? Im in love with lando. I have a boyfriend. I wouldn't cheat on him. No matter how drunk I was. I knew that for a fact.
"I didn't cheat on you, if that's what your thinking" I say to lando who is now sitting in silence focused on the road ahead.
"I know, just wired seeing you in another boys cloths"
"I trust you" he adds as he puts his hand out over my thigh.
I text Daniel just to make sure.

*Why am I wearing your cloths?
*Your dress wasn't comfy and you kept complaining that it was too short? Don't you remember? I offered you to take something from my wardrobe
*I was too drunk too remember, thanks though

Thank god. I knew I wouldn't cheat but seeing myself in another mans cloths made me second guess myself. Lando parked the car outside his house and we went in together. We both instantly walked to the kitchen and I saw my spare charger that I had left here from before we had our argument mounts ago, it was still in the same place I had left it. It warmed my heart to know he didn't just put all my things in a box and forget about me, he still left little bits of me out. I went over and got a glass of water before heading upstairs. I walked into the spare room that I was to keep my cloths in because I didn't know if lando would be comfortable having me in the same bed as him or not.
"What are you doing" he asks following me
"Probably just going to watch some Netflix and then go to sleep, not that tired yet" I say
"Why are you going in there though?" He asks
"Oh, I didn't know if you wanted me to stay in the same room as you or not so I just thought Tha-"
"Don't be stupid come here" he cut me off and led me into his bedroom.
Walking in I saw some more things I had left. They're was my water bottle on the bedside table on my side of the bed with the picture of me and lando in a photo frame behind it. I remember he used to have a picture of his car in there but changed in for me so I felt more at home. I saw makeup I had left on the top of the dresser was still there with my toothbrush next to it.
"You really didn't move any of my things?" I ask laughing.
"Why would I" he asked
"I don't know, to bring another girl home? I mean no girl is going to sleep with you if there is a picture of you and a girl next to a pink water bottle and makeup across the room"
"I have like 4 spare bedrooms with none of your shit in them you know" he laughs.
"Your not funny" I say rolling my eyes.
"I'm sorry I didn't mean that I was joking" He giggles
"Oh I know, the only girl that would actually come home with you is Emily, and if you brought her into this house you would get aids so I'm not really worried"
"Hasn't she slept with most of the McLaren team?" He asks
"Yup, including Daniel" I say
"No fucking way"
"Yup"
"How do you even know all of this"
"When my hotels rooms next to Daniels for the races I hear quite a lot"
"Okkkk, I've heard enough, movie?"
"Yup, can we watch a Disney one" I say hopping onto the bed next to lando.
"As long as you change out of them cloths because they stink of alcohol"
"Ok ok" I say
I get up and walk into the room with the cloths I left over. There isn't much, mainly dresses and skirts. I grab one of landos hoodies and head back in.
"I thought you had your own cloths" he says
"Ya, unless you want me to sleep in a dress"
"I mean, my hoodie is basically a dress on you"
"Fuck off your not that tall"
We sit in bed and watch a movie until I fall asleep.