A/n- I'm going to try posting two times today because I didn't get a Chance to post yesterday and also I'm going to start to put random F1 memes in the photo thing above because it's funny and why not :) also kind of a boring chapter but the next one is a little more exciting, I hope hahahahaha
Lando's pov : When I woke up I went straight downstairs to make y/n her morning after coffee before she woke up. I felt like it was the least I could do every time we had sex. I put extra effort into actually putting a top on this morning before leaving our room because I really didn't want Emily seeing me half naked. The thought of having another girl that wasn't y/n in my house made me feel weird, even though I knew it was fine and y/n was the only reason she was here i still didn't really like it. Walking towards the kitchen I hear noise and music, Emily clearly didn't realize I was not a morning person. "Morning" she yelled all happy and exited as I walked into the kitchen. I didn't want to seem rude by not answer her so I said morning back but that was as far as my conversation with her went. "Sooo what are you makinggggg" she asks watching me boil the water. I didn't answer, like I said, hello was as much as she was getting out of me. "Tea?" "Coffee?" She questioned coming closer. "Silent treatment, nice" she says walking away because I still wasn't talking to her. Moments later a lazy and tired y/n walked in, her being her, no pants, messy hair and she was rubbing her eyes every two seconds making them go red a puffy. Seeing her made my mood instantly go up, weird I know but I guess that's what love does to you. Without saying anything she sits next to Emily and basically rolls up into a ball as she hugs her knees and rests her head on top of them. I couldn't tell if she was just tried or if she was moody and I wasn't planning on finding out anytime soon because if she was moody and I asked she would probably kill me and say something like 'well I wasn't but now I flooring am thank'. "Morning" I smile hoping I wouldn't piss her off as I place the coffee in front of her. "Thank you" she whispers softly picking her head up off her knees and noticing the coffee in front of her. "You really aren't morning people are you?" Emily asks in an energetic tone. "No" we both say in sync making Emily giggle and roll her eyes in response. "We should do something today" she adds trying to get us to be more social. "Like what" y/n asks sounding interested. The sooner Emily left the better in my opinion, it's not that I didn't like her, or her company because I did, she turned out to be a really nice person but knowing that y/n wasn't going to the next race weekend and that I wouldn't see her for awhile when I left I wanted to spend as much time alone with her as possible. I mean ever since we started dating just a few mounts ago we hadn't been apart from each other for over 24 hours and I knew I was probably going to be moody and annoyed with everyone when she wasn't there. Was that selfish? Yes probably. Did I care? Nope not at all. Out of all the people in the world I've never felt so attached to someone the way I do woth y/n. She made me weirdly happy and calm when she was around. Without her, call it cliché and cringe but I just didn't feel myself. Ew I know, what has she done to me, I used be tougher, well not compared to most of the drivers on the grid, but I used to be tough and didn't show emotion to people a lot but with her it's different. I never liked opening up to people, it felt weird and I just felt like everyone was judging me but with y/n it felt normal, and I could trust her more than anyone or anything, fuck I trusted her more than I trusted myself. "Sunshineeeee" y/n yelled breaking me out of my thoughts and back to reality. "I was listening I swear" I say in defense hoping nothing serious was said when I had zoned out. "So yes or no?" She asked confusing me. Yes or no what? "Eh- maybe?" I say not sure what I would be agreeing to if I said yes. "That's a yes then" Emily says before I even find out what I had just agreed to. "Eh no I can't but you two have Fun" I say in defense deciding what ever they planned on doing I didn't want to be apart of it. "And why can't you?" Y/n asks confused. "I'm streaming later so I can't" I say thinking of something on the spot. It wasn't a bad idea though I hadn't streamed in a while so it kind of worked out in my favor. "Oh ok" she smiles not questioning it. "Your weird, who would pick steaming over getting drunk" Emily says in a surprised tone. "He's not a big drinker" y/n says backing me up, but she also wasn't a big drinker so I was kind of surprised she had agreed to go drinking but I mean her life at the moment wasn't the easiest so she kind of deserved it.
Hours later: Y/n's pov:
I borrowed cloths off Emily, so more reveling that my usual style but for going out I guess it was suitable for going out. Once I was ready to go out I went to find Lando while Emily finished getting ready. I wanted to say goodbye to him before leaving. The outfit:
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I walked into the stream room presuming he would be in there setting up, and I was right. "I just wanted to say goodbye" I say walking more into the room. "Oh your leaving already?" He sounded kind of sad. "Well no, in like 10 minutes Emily's not ready yet but I didn't know what time you would start streaming so I just wanted to talk to you before we left" I said all in one breath trying not to sound nervous. Why was I nervous? Maybe it was the fact I wasn't really the type of person to go out and get drunk in a club, or maybe the fact I knew Lando wouldn't be there if anything happened me. I don't know but I was nervous. "Stop panicking" Lando said moving my hand away from the 'Lando' bracelet I didn't even realize I was playing with. "I'm not panicking" I say in defense. "If you need me you can ring me" he says reassuringly pulling me into a hug. "I know" I whisper calming down a little. I needed this, just a night out being carefree doing what I wanted. I've spend so long worrying about who is look at me and where I am and what I'm doing and if I'm doing it right for the past few weeks, now I just wanted to go out and be me. "Im gonna get fuckkkkeeeeeedddddd uppppppp" I yell finally not feeling panicked and more exited. "You do you" he laughs pulling away from the hug. "Ok I'm leaving now, I love you" I say walking towards the door. "See you later, mijn liefde" (my love) he said making me turn around. "My love?" I smile, he's called me that once, and he was inside of me when he did so it was a shock to hear him say it again. "It's better than sunshine" he giggles walking towards me and placing an innocent peck on my lips. "Ya ya whatever goodbye sunshine" I laugh walking out of the room and downstairs.
