Landos pov: Y/n being y/n, she shut herself off like she always did when she was sad. For someone who talked all the time when she was sad she totally shut down, which I expected, because she's human and she's aloud to deal with her feelings in what ever way helps her. I would like for her to talk about her feelings more but she needs space and if that's what she needs then that's what I'll give her, but right now I needed her to talk. Was I angry that I was being told to hide my relationship again? Yes. But was I actually going to hide y/n from the world again? Not a chance. So technically I didn't really care what Zak was saying. It effected her more than it effected me because she took rules a lot more serious than I did. Seeing her walk slowly into the hotel room with her head down as she cuddled into Kevin the teddy bear absolutely broke my heart. If I could take her pain away I would, without hesitation, I would much rather be the one sad and hurting because she didn't deserve to feel like that, if I had it my way she would be nothing but happy all day everyday. I needed her to talk to me, because as stupid and as basic as it sounds, talking always helps.
Y/n's pov: Walking towards the hotel room I just kept my head down and held onto Kevin tightly. I wanted to talk to Lando but I didn't even know what to say, this whole situation didn't seem to bother him, like at all. I know he said he wasn't going to follow the rules and that he wasn't going to hide our relationship but I was still sad about the fact Zak even asked us too. But I couldn't be mad at Zak because it wasn't his fault, he did his best for us and I appreciated that. "Come here" I heard Lando say softly as I stood waiting for him to open the door of the hotel room. I turned to look at him as he stood with his arms open wide suggesting to hug him. "No" I pouted and faced to door again, knowing if I hug him I would just break down and cry in his arms. Even though I knew it was out of my control I still felt I was somehow the reason all of this was happening. All the drama at the team was to do with me, and now again, I some how got involved in this too. It started with me and Lando being together, then the whole Daniel situation, and now again with Lando. And don't even get me started on the George situation, because if anyone ever found out about that I think I would possibly be the most dramatic person in the paddock. Why did everything have to involve me. "I wasn't asking, I was telling you" Lando broke me out of my trail of thoughts as he walked towards me wrapping his hands around my neck and shoulders. "I don't need a hug" I say in a whisper as I burry my head into Landos chest holding back the tears forming in my eyes. "Fine then" he says pulling away from the hug and opening the door. Once I follow him inside I can't help but leave the tears fall down my cheeks. I drop Kevin on the floor and run into Landos arms. "Woahhh, it's ok come here" lando says wrapping his arms around me pulling me tighter into the hug. "I don't want to hide us Lando, what's the point of being in a relationship if we can't even be seen together, like wh- what? They want us to stay at home forever and then pretend we are strangers outside" I pout letting out a sob mid sentence. "I'm not hiding you from the world, I don't care what anyone says, and plus we only have 3 more mounts of this season, and then I'm signing a new contract with McLaren and I'm not signing it unless they take that stupid flooring part out, so stop crying please" he reassures me while placing small kisses on my forehead. In response I smile at him and just force myself back into a hug. "Come here, look at me and smile" he says pulling me away from his body and pulling out his phone. "Don't you dare take a picture of me right now, I'm a crying mess" I laugh turning away from him. "Just smile" he says as he turns me to face him again. I look at him and make a face in response but before I can say anything he takes the picture. "Delete it now" I pout a fake pout at him. "Nope" he smiles walking towards the bed and picking Kevin off the floor. Minutes later my phone buzzes.
*@ LandoNorris has tagged you in a story*
"No you fucking didn't" I turn to him as he sits with a cheeky smile on his face. "Oi, don't say that word around my child" he laughs coving Kevin's ears. I roll my eyes and open Instagram to look at the story. It's the picture of me crying, you can see the tears and mascara on my cheeks but I'm also laughing in the picture, with the caption
"Tough day at the office? @McLaren"
I turn and give him evil eyes, not because of the picture but the fact he tagged McLaren in it, and the caption. "Are you messing?" I laugh. "It's funny, even your laughing" he laughs back. "You tagging McLaren you dipshit, there going to kill me" I try to hold back my laugh but I can't. "No ones going to do anything to you, I'll kill them all of they even look in your direction" he smiles a cheeky smile. "Dickhead" I roll my eyes while still giggling. "Ok can we stop with the name calling and bad words, there's a child in our presence " he says covering Kevin's ears again. "I'm glad to see you are finally accepting the fact we have a child" I smile as I lay my head on his chest. "Well I mean, considering he's a bigger cock block than Kevin ya, he's basically our child" he says as he plays with my hair. "What did you just call our child" I say sarcastically angry while sitting up to look at him. "My dearest apologizes my love, our beloved fake child is a sexual obstacle" he laughs. "Your not funny Norris" I roll my eyes laying back on top of him. "And neither are you Mrs.Norris" Mrs.Norris... omg he called me Mrs.Norris... again. I could feel the butterflies forming in my lower abdomen, after everything that happened today, the only place I wanted to be was in Landos arms, the only place in the world I felt safe was in his presence. "I love you" I blurt out to him. "I love-" lando was cut off by his phone ringing. He answered and I couldn't here the other person on the other side but Lando seemed pretty happy so I presumed it was someone he liked. "I'll ask and I'll text you the answer" was the last thing he said before hanging up. "As I was saying, I love you too, and Carlos wants to know if we want come go to dinner with some of the other drivers and engineers tonight" He asked me. "Ya I don't mind" I smile at him, not really wanting to go because I know some people from McLaren would be there meaning I would have to act like me and Lando aren't together. "Get ready then, we have an hour and a half" he says getting up off the bed. I don't put much effort into my appearance considering I didn't even want to go, I let my hair down naturally and didn't put any makeup on, not even lip balm. I put on the first pair of pants I found and paired them with a basic white crop top, I put flat white shoes on and called it a day, i didn't even care anymore, I knew all the girls would show up in pretty dresses with heels but right now, my appearance wasn't my biggest worry. Outfit something like this:
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