Once he was next to me I started walking again and he followed my actions. We walked side by side for a while not saying a word until Lando grabbed my hand to stop me from walking any further. "Talk to me" he said with eyes full of hope. "I have nothing to talk about" I said trying to hold back my tears. I felt like lately all we did was fight and make up, over stupid shit, and I wasn't ready for another fight, I didn't want to fight with him. I wanted us to be happy, which we where, but I mean I want us to be happy happy, the type of happy where nothing ever got in between us, but that wasn't what was happening. "Please, anything, say anything, just talk to me" he said sounding needy but letting go of my hand. "The weather is meant to be rainy tomorrow, so should be an eventful race" I say looking at the floor as I start to walk again, I didn't want to talk about Daniel or the events that had taken place in the hotel so talking about the weather was my only option. "Ya, I'm exited, hopefully I'll get up a position or two, make it a podium finish" he smiles. "Just do your best" I smiled knowing he set high standards for himself and when he didn't achieve them it knocked his confidence. "You'll be waiting in the garage right?" He asked. "I'm not sure, Daniel has an interview straight after with ziggo sport and if he gets podium I'll have to wait to give him his hat and water" I explained bringing up Daniel again, I didn't want to but it was the only way I could honestly answer the question. "Oh, ya ok" I could here the sadness in his voice as he looked at the ground, this time he was sad, not annoyed or angry just sad. "I'm sorry" I blurted. "No, it's your job, I can't expect you to just wait around for me all the time". "I would if I could" I smile but get no reaction back. Silence filled our conversation again for a few minutes as we continued to walk. "I hate this" he said breaking the silence. "You've said that so much the past 24 hours I'm starting to think you just hate me" I giggle trying to make the comment as light hearted as possible. "Don't say that" he says with tears filling his eyes but I didn't notice because he kept his eyes looking at the ground. "Say what" I say confused not realizing how much what I had said effected him. "Do you really think I hate you" he asks looking up so I can now see the tears filling his eyes. "Wowowow don't cry" I take a step closer to him closing the distance between us. "I'm sorry" he blurts "For what, you don't have to be sorry" I say feeling bad for making him upset. "I try you know, I try so hard to make you happy and now you don't even think I love you, I'm so sorry" "Don't be sorry, I didn't mean it I was joking" it clearly wasn't a good time to make a joke but my fucked up brain didn't know what else to do. "What if I loose you to him, I mean he's better looking, taller, richer, funnier-" "But he's not you" I cut him off "That's the point, he's him and I'm just me" he said as tears fell from his eyes. I stand confused not knowing what to say. How do I tell him I couldn't imagine spending the rest of my life with anyone other than him, how do I say I have never felt more safe in a persons presents the way I do in his, or how do I tell him I want want a family unless he's in it, how do I tell him I love him more than life itself with out sounding like a crazy person. I couldn't put into words how I felt so instead I stopped walking hand grabbed his hand to make him stop too. He turned to look at me again and I pulled him closer closing the gap between us again. I softly kissed him while placing my hands around his next. "This is forever" I say pulling away from the kiss for a moment but kissing him again straight after. "Promise" he said not pulling away for long. I kiss him again before pulling away for the final time. "I promise" I say looking him in the eyes before taking his hand in mine and continuing to walk. Once we get to the hotel I go to walk inside but I'm stopped by lando pulling me back from the door. "Look at the sunset" he smiles to me. I turn around and look at the bright orange/pink sky setting over the ocean. "Wow" I say in shock. I loved the sky, it was always something I loved to look at, I could watch the sun set and rise for hours, also I could sit and star gaze all night long. "Remember the first night we met, and you looked like a crazy person staring at the sky" lando giggled. "I told you, I am a crazy person" I laugh back placing my head on his shoulder as we sit on the steps outside the hotel to watch the sun set fully. "And you said that thing about me being your angel" I added with another giggle. "I wasn't wrong was I" he smiles at me. "Guess you weren't" I smile back. We sit in silence for a few more minutes and Lando posts on his Instagram story. The post:
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As I look at his story I decide to post something too, I wanted to show Daniel that he wasn't effecting my feelings towards Lando. Instead of a story I decided to post on my feed because I hadn't posted anything in a while. I scroll through my pictures and find one of me and lando. It was a picture Charlotte had taken of us in Monaco. "Can I post this" I ask him showing him the picture. "You can post what ever you want Babe" he smiles. With that I post the picture.
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