For what it's worth

Chapter 31

When the alarm went off the in morning I just wanted to turn it off and pretend I never heard it. Getting up would mean I was excepting the fact I wouldn't get to see Lando for the rest of the week. Working with Daniel was probably the worst thing that has happened to me in a long time, not that he's hard to work with, actually he really isn't, but knowing I used to spend all day with lando and not Daniel makes it hard for me to be happy working with Daniel, when I know it could be Lando. Spending everyday with Daniel working with him had made me realize how much I took for granted. I never realized how much my work effected Lando and I's relationship. Working together was the reason we fell in love, I mean yes we meet before we worked together but spending every second of everyday with Lando made me fall in love with him, if we hadn't spent every second of everyday working with each other and getting to know each other I would have never got the chance to fall in love with him, work was really the only time we really got to be together, and I took it all for granted.
"Have you packed" Lando asked in a raspy morning voice snapping me out of my thoughts.
"No..., have you"
"Yea"
"What if I just call in sick" I say in a dreadful voice showing I didn't want to go.
"Are you sick?" He asks concerned.
"No, I just don't want to spend a week with Daniel"
"Is it because what happened yesterday?"
"No. Just would rather spend it with you"
"I'll make time for you, I promise"
"But still"
"I know it's hard but you can either stay here and not see me at all until Monday or you can come and see me everyday, not all day everyday but everyday, that's your choice" he says getting up to get ready.
"Ok ok fine, I'll go"
"Do you need to go back to your house for cloths to pack?"
"Ya but I can drive myself, and then meet you at the airport?" I say more as a question.
"Ya sounds good"
Once I get ready I get my things and I go back to my house. I pack my suit case and while I am waiting I decide to text Emily. We didn't really got off on a good start so I want to start over and maybe we could be friends.

*Hey, just wondering if you are flying private or are you flying with the team?   -Y/n

*Im flying with the team.  -Emily.

*If you want I can pick you up and we can drive to the airport together? I feel like we got off on the wrong foot and I just want to make it up to you. -Y/n.

*That sounds nice thank you. I'll send you my address. See you soon -Emily.

After a few minutes she sends me her location and I quickly pack everything into my car and head to her house. Once I get to her house she is waiting outside with her bag. I help her pack her stuff into the car and we drive to the airport together.
"Do you want anything from Starbucks?" I ask.
"Amm ya why not" she replies.
I go to the drive through Starbucks that is near the airport. We get our drinks and talk a little. I apologize to her for acting like a bitch towards her and she apologized to me for what she said at dinner the first night we met. She admitted that she was jealous of how close me and Lando are because she liked him and that's why she said she was mean. We laugh off the fact she used to like Lando, usually I would feel jealous of it but the fact she is dating one of Daniels engineers now it doesn't bother me that she used to like him. Once we get to the airport I park my car next to Lando's, knowing that it's Lando's because it's the only papaya orange McLaren in the parking lot. Once we get in we both cheek our bags in and head to security.
I think we have potential to be friends. She's a lot nicer than I thought and she's quite funny. Once we get through security I send Lando a text to see where he is. Seconds after I send the text he texts me back telling me that he is with Daniel and some engineers at the gate.
Emily and I walk towards the private plane gate, meaning we have to go through a second lot of security. Once we get through I see Daniel and Lando looking at us as we walk in laughing and taking with each other. I don't think either of them ever thought we would get along, but I mean at the end of the day we where the only two girls working in McLaren at the moment, so girls need to support girls.
"Hey" I say our of breath from laughing as we get closer to the group of people.
"Hi...." Daniel says confused looking from me to Emily and then back to me.
"Ammm, hello" lando follows just as confused as Daniel.
"Why do ye look so shocked" I ask.
"You and Emily?" Daniel asks again changing his glance from me and Emily.
"Ya? She's really nice once you get to know her" I say walking closer to lando and away from Daniel.
"I made a friend" I say to lando overly happy with myself.
"I can see that" lando says pulling me into a hug.
"You know she used to like you right?"
"No way..?"
"Yes way... that's why she was mean to me" I laugh.
"How do you find this funny"
"I mean, she's dating Daniels engineer now so I don't really care"
"Wait she has a boyfriend"
"Yes...?"
"Sorry, that sounds like I'm sad she does, I'm just surprised..., she's kind of known around the office for sleeping with half of the people here"
"Be nice, she's my friend"
"Ok ok, I'll be nice, are you hungry? Did you eat yet today?" He asks changing the conversation.
"No, Me and Emily had breakfast on the way here so I'm good, what about you though? Have you eaten."
"Ya, Jon made me eat some new weird shit he made"
"Was it nice?"
"No, not at all"
"I mean it's Jon not Gordon Ramsay"
"It's literally his job to make food and workout, and he's bad at both"
"That's a lie, he's a better runner than you"
"Are you really backing up Jon here?" He says sarcastically.
"I mean I'm just saying... he's cooking for a child, you need to mature when it comes to food" I giggle.
"I don't want to mature, I'm fine where I am"
"Child" I say rolling my eyes.
"Ok you literally can speak about my food choices.. remember that time you dipped chips into a milkshake, barefoot, with no Pants , in Monaco? Crazy person"
"Ok, what does my fashion choices have to do with food?"
"Absolutely nothing, I just wanted to remind you" he laughs.
"I hate you, you are never going to let me live that one down are you?"
"Nope, when our children ask when I knew I was in love with you that's the story I'm going to tell" he smiles.
"Children?" I say in shock.
"If you want children of course that's your choice"
"You want children?" I say still shocked.
"I mean, ya I'd like to, not now, but in the future"
"You went me..? To be the mother of your children?"
I say still in shock. Stood frozen in-front of him.
"Your overthinking this stop panicking, yes if you want children then yes I want you to be the mother of mine but if you don't, then we won't have children that's fine too"
"No no, I want children, I just didn't think you thought of me as... the mother of yours"
"I'm not having this conversation in an airport" lando giggles and pulls me to sit down next to him.
"You can't just drop the children bomb on me and then laugh it off, this is a serious conversation" I reply sitting next to him.
"Exactly, a serious conversation, that we are not having in an airport"
"Kids or marriage first" I ask placing my head on his shoulder.
"So now you want to get married too huh" he says giggling.
"Wait you don't want to get married"
"This really isn't a conversation for an airport, when we land we can get dinner and talk about it then ok" He asks placing a kiss on my forehead.
"Ok ok, dinner and kids and marriage when we land" I giggle