Come Back To Me HONEY!

Chapter 61

LISA'S POV

"Is it because of him?" I asked her even if I'm scared of her answer

"What?! No!" she exclaimed "Nothing is going on between me and him" she explain which made my heart feel lighter hearing that

"Then why you're making out with him?" I asked though I know I don't have the right but I still want to know why she did that

"I've lost control, that shouldn't have happened" I stand on my feet and raised my head to face her

"Come back to me Honey please?" for the last time I begged again

"I'm sorry" she shook her head and tears starts to fall from her eyes which breaks my heart even harder "You hurt me and broke my trust. I don't even know if I can take it to touch you, kiss you or make love with you just like before, when this things are not yet happening. I chose you Lisa but you chose to break my heart" she cried her heart out

My heart feels lighter knowing that she's not into the guys that she's with earlier but it aches more just seeing her cry because of me. I reached her arm and pulled her for a hug, my chin on top of her shoulder. She startled with what I did and tried to pushed me away from her.

"I'll stop from hurting you now, just let me have this one last hug with you. For one last time let me feel my home" I said with my hoarse voice as tears starts falling from my eyes. She didn't protest and let me hug her

"I'm really really sorry, I messed up and it's my fault" I uttered between my sob as I tighten the hug" I love you so much Jennie and it breaks me seeing you like this. Letting you go is like killing me little by little but if that's what will make you feel better I will give it to you. If I'll be given another chance in the future to be with you, I will definitely do everything just to be with you again" I cried harder as I can hear her sobs "I will come back for you honey, and will make sure that I'll be more deserving of your love when that time comes" I parted the hug and palm her jawline wiping her tears with my thumb.

I smiled at her while my tears are keep on falling from my eyes and slowly walk backwards with my eyes fixed on her and finally turned my back and walk inside my car. I take a last glance at her direction, she's on her knees crying, her hands on her chest. I don't want to hurt her anymore, the more I insist myself to her the more she's hurting. Maybe Jisoo is right, this is not yet the right time for us honey, I will let you go for now but I'll make sure that I will do everything just to end up with you in the future.

I drove my car away from her place and drive to the hill where we had our last memorable date. It was dark and quiet only the light from the city is visible in this place. I get out of my car and scream as loud as I could to released all the pain that I am feeling. Letting her go is the hardest part for me but that's the only thing that I can do to lessen her pain. I cried my heart out, with my knees pressed on the grass and my tears keeps on falling. I cried until my body got tired and my eyes can't cry any longer. I rest my back on the driver seat and dialed my dad, after few rings he finally answered the phone.

Me: dad?

Daddy: Lisa? Are you okay?

Me: Dad... I-I lose her

Daddy: Sorry to hear that sweetie but, we cannot force her, she's hurt and you need to respect and understand that

Me: Yes I know. I think I need to go home for now

Daddy: Sure sweetie, we'll be waiting for you. Hushed now okay? Everything will be fine.

Me: Yeah, thanks daddy

Daddy: Okay take care sweetie. Bye.

I end the call and closed my eyes to rest for a while before I decided to drive home as I am already tired because of crying and a bit sleepy too.

JENNIE'S POV

I walked inside the house crying while my hand palming my chest as I can feel the pain. I don't understand what is more painful, remembering how she cheated on me every time I see her or remembering how she let go of me because I didn't choose her. I don't know what to feel anymore, I love her but I can't trust her anymore, I'm scared to trust her again. I'm tired of this, crying because I'm in pain, it feels like pain never stop.

I walked inside my room, lay my body on the bed feeling the soft fabric. I grab my pillow for a hug to help me calm my self and feel more comfortable. I closed my eyes and let my self lost with the memories that I had with her, from the day we met until the last day that we're together. How I wish that everything is just a dream that once I wake up everything will be back to normal. My train of thoughts were cut when I heard my phone ringing, I take the call as it is my Chipmunk.

"Hellloooo Unnieee!" She exclaimed

"Hi chipmunk!"I said with my raspy voice

"Unnie? Are you okay? Is there a problem?" She's looked at me with a worried eyes

"I'm fine. I just have colds but I'm totally fine Chaeng" I lied

"I thought you cried" she said but immediately shrugged it off "I miss you Unnie see you soonest"

"I miss you too. One month left Chaeng and finally you'll come back"

"Yes, I already miss sleeping next to you Unnie"

"Haha! I miss that too"

"Unnie.. do you still remember the girl that I told you before?" I said and rest my back on the headboard

"The one who kissed you? Your roommate? Yeah I remember why?"

"She's my girlfriend now Unnie" she proudly said and I can see that she's really happy

"Wow! I'm so happy for you Chaeng. So when can I meet her?"

"She'll come with me when I get back"  she said with her excited tone

"Ohh.. okay sure I'd love to meet this girl"

"What about you? Is there someone that I need to meet?"  She asked me which made a suffen change with my mood but I tried to hide it by not looking at the camera

"Haha.. you're funny Chaeng. This someone doesn't exist"

"What?! I think my first project when I get back is to make you an account to all the dating app that I know" she teased me

"Hahahaha! Silly, I told you I'm okay, I have you and that's enough"

"No Unnie! I won't let you die virgin"

"Hey! And who told you that I'm a virgin" I teased her

"Oh  no Unnie that's not even counted! You told me that it's just the head that almost enters but not the whole thing that's the reason why Kai cheated on you, leaving him always with blue balls," She protest, well she's right but I didn't said that I lose it with Kai, technically Lisa's the one who took it

I just laughed at her to avoid her from questioning. I really can't win with this Chipmunk. After the teasing and her telling me her plans when she get back we bid goodbye since its already late and we need to rest. It's good that she called somehow I feel better after talking to her.