Come Back To Me HONEY!

Chapter 72

JENNIE'S POV

It's already our last day here in Jeju tomorrow we will be flying back to Seoul and back to our normal life. I enjoyed our stay here even though there are times that I feel so awkward specially if I am with Lisa and Rosé. I always keep on trying to not be affected with their gestures to one anothet but sometimes I felt like they're doing it in purpose specially if they know that I am looking at them. Though I know Rosé is really a sweet person and very clingy which is normal for her.

I am more than grateful that Jisoo is always on my side to divert my attention and to always makes me feel safe. Jisoo is fun to be with, I really enjoyed her company because she's so witty. More than her wittiness I really adore her on how she makes me feel safe and her kindness. Specially during those nights that we stayed at Lisa's new rest house. We made a deal which at first I really think not a great idea but then she insist. To be honest there's a part of me that I also liked her idea not just to forget Lisa but giving Jisoo a chance is not that bad. She already proved her intention to me since then and I know how pure her love for me, but there's also a part of me that scares me that I might hurt her. Jisoo deserve more than enough and I couldn't afford to see her hurting because of me.

"Hi there sweet pea" Jisoo uttered handing me a drink and sit beside me as I am now sitting at the beach front. I grab the drink and mouted thank you to her, she just wink at me as a response

"Uhm, Jisoo? Can I ask you something?" I said and face her

"Sure what is it?" she replied immediately while her gaze are fixed on the beach

"Why are you doing this?"

"Doing what?" She asked acting as innocent of what I am pertaining

"I mean.. why are you so kind to me? Why are you willing to be there by my side even if you already knew that my heart is still beating for someone else?"

"Through out those months that I am away from you, I met alot of woman and I could say that among those women that I met there's still nothing like you" she said facing me holding both of my hands "you deserve all the love, happiness and kindness to this world Jennie. You're the most selfless person that I've ever met" she continued caressing my cheeks with the back of her hand "I hate seeing you sad or crying. I want to make you happy, I want to make you feel the love that you deserve" she uttered and put my hand to her chest as if she wants me to feel her heart beat "my heart only beats for you Jennie, I like you so much and I am willing to do everything for you" my heart is full of emotion because of what she said, I can't even utter any word as if my tongue failed to function properly.

I just felt my eyes welling up with tears because of happiness that I am feeling and pain at the same time. I am happy that there is someone like Jisoo who always help me to open my eyes for me to see my worth and value but there is always pain that why Lisa wasn't able to see that before. Am I really not good enough for her? Did I really made the wrong decision before, choosing Lisa over Jisoo. Before, Lisa always helps me to see the beauty in everything but why didn't she taught me to see the beauty in me, my worth and value? Why it have to be Jisoo who's always helping me to see may worth and value?

"Sweetie you okay? Did I said something wrong?"Jisoo asked and I can see that she's worried and confused.

I didn't utter any word and throw myself to her for a hug. I hug her tightly while tears are keep on falling from my eyes. I hug her to reduce the pain that I am feeling, I need her as my safe place away from all the pain that I've been thru from Lisa's arms. She rubbed my back to console me telling me that everything is okay. I pulled out from the hug and the next thing I know is that my lips are pressing into hers. I kissed her while tears keeps falling. She kissed me back and I felt safer, feeling her soft and sweet lips to mine. We parted the kissed and she rubbed the tears from my cheeks with her thumb and smile at me.