We were just kids when we fell in love🎶
Not knowing what it was🎶
" I thought... I knew what real pain feels like. But no, I didn't....... I didn't until I saw the way you looked at her." PJM
Jimin has been in love...
As planned, Rose and I arrived at the cinema on time. We waited for Taehyung.
" Why don't we grab some drinks instead of standing there," Rose suggested.
" Sounds good," I said, even though I felt uncomfortable walking there with her, as all the eyes were on me, judging me for being ugly I guess.
" Stop looking around, Jimin." She said, judging me by my horrified expressions.
" I feel being judged, Rose. I feel like everyone is looking at me, making fun of me for being overweight. And they are probably thinking that what am I doing with a beautiful girl like you." I finally said what was running in my mind.
I could see her face turning crimson red before she composed herself.
" You never cared about anyone, Jimin. Why now? You've always been confident and I admire you for that. Please be your old self that never cared about the bullies." She said, putting her hand on my shoulder, giving me a sincere smile.
" I... I... can't Rose, with every passing day... I feel like dying. It feels like my demons are eating my soul and suffocating me. I was never so miserable, I thought breaking up with him will help me move on, but no... It feels like I'll die without him... I love him, Rose. I love him so much." I said hugging her, as the tears rushed out of my eyes.
I closed my eyes and let myself cry on her shoulder. In corner of my mind, I knew everyone would be looking at us, at this moment, I couldn't control it. So I let myself sob on her shoulder because I was missing Jungkook so damn much.
What I didn't know was, I would see him right now, right here looking at me with raged eyes.
" Ermmmm," I heard a voice and opened my eyes to see Jungkook glaring at me with Taehyung standing beside him.
I quickly detached myself from Rose and rubbed my eyes.
" Oh my God," Lisa appeared out of nowhere and shouted louder than usual. " You finally confessed, Rose? I am so happy for you. I knew you wouldn't be able to hide your feelings for Jimin any longer." She said, hugging Rose.
" What the fuck are you talking about?" Jungkook grumbled before I could say anything.
" Oh, you didn't know Jungkook? Rose had feelings for Jimin for so long but she finally spoke up to him." Lisa said happily, while Rose looked stunned and we all looked at her in disbelief.
" Shut up for a second, Lisa," Taehyung said, " I told you not to do anything crappy."
" But I am not lying, Tae. I swear." Lisa said.
" Is that... Is that true, Lisa?" Jungkook hesitantly asked looking at her but she remained silent.
And silence was her answer.
Oh, God... What am I gonna do now?
" Jungkook... Jungkook please let me explain. This is not...." I couldn't complete my words and Jungkook stopped me.
" Shut... Just shut up, Jimin." He said and left without saying anything else.
It was the first time Jungkook was being rude to me and I hurt like hell. He didn't even tell me to explain myself.
" I... I need to go." I said, before running after Jungkook.
" I am coming with you," Tae said and ran after me, leaving both of them behind.
" DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT YOU HAVE DONE?" I could hear Rose shouting at Lisa but I didn't care.
Because at this moment, I only wanted him, I only wanted him to know that I didn't cheat on him.
I never knew Rose had feelings for me, I felt sorry for her.
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Rose's pov.
" DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT YOU HAVE DONE?" I shouted as I couldn't believe her.
" What did I do?" She mocked, rolling her eyes.
I wanted to punch her in the face.
" You ruined everything, for fuck sake. I never knew you would stoop so low Lisa." I said, my voice cracking on how my so-called Best friend ruined everything for me.
" You were hugging him so tightly, I thought you confessed and he accepted your feelings." She retorted, crossing her arms.
" No, Goddamnit, no. I didn't confess. He was fucking telling me how much he loves Jungkook. How can I confess to a person who is clearly in love with someone else?" I gritted my teeth, as I was trying to control my anger so badly.
" Oops," she only said and shrugged her shoulder.
" Oops? Really Lisa? Oops?" I couldn't believe her. " I thought we were friends. I thought you cared for me, but no. You only care about yourself. You are the shittiest person I've ever met. No wonder why Jungkook doesn't like you. You're a bitch." I shouted, not caring that we both were standing in a public place.
" curse me or do whatever you want to do with me but do not question my friendship with you. I would've stayed quiet if I knew the context of that hug. But what did Jimin do to you Rose? He also left you as well." She mocked, making me feel worse.
" No, he didn't, he left to clear things to Jungkook, as he should." I defend Jimin, even though it was hurting a little.
" That's the whole point. He didn't think of even for a second. He ran straight towards Jungkook and you could see that Jungkook was clearly not interested in Jimin. He came here with me to watch a movie. He wanted a fresh start with me. He wants to forget Jimin." She said, her voice low, but her voice reeked lies.
" You are lying. Jungkook would never do that. He would never cheat on Jimin." I defended Jungkook because after all, that happened in the last couple of days. One thing was clear that he didn't want to move on from Jimin.
But what if Lisa wasn't lying? What if he actually wanted to move on. Because the way he treated Jimin moments ago, wasn't right.
" I've said that before and I'll say that again Jimin has no future with Jungkook. They are hesitant towards each other, and Jungkook will not accept Jimin at any cost. So why can't we be happy Rose? Why can't we have the people we loved? Jimin is so much comfortable with you, I've never seem him opening up to someone, not even to Jungkook. I am very sure you can make him fall in love with you as well. We just have to break the single hope Jimin is holding on to and trust me it's for his own good." Lisa said and I looked at her with blank expressions as my mind couldn't process what she was talking about.
" Give me some time to think," I said as I couldn't say anything else.
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What have I doneee.....
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