Perfect | JIKOOK

Chapter-11

Author's pov.

     
          (Flashback)

            Being with Jimin has always been amazing for Jungkook. He loved and always cherished their friendship and now, when  they were in relationship, Jimin made him feel different emotions.

   
             Jungkook loved the way Jimin looked at him and he loved it when his eyes turned into crescents when he smiled. He loved his button nose, puffy cheeks, crooked teeth, small hands and plump lips. Jimin amazed Jungkook, even with his chubby self. He wondered why he never noticed these little this about him before?

Love was really doing wonders to him.

             Jungkook was still in denial mode, or may be too shy to admit his own feelings, but whatever it was, he was happy being with Jimin.  He took a chance when he said yes to Jimin and he didn't regret it.

            " What should I wear tonight?" Jungkook asked as he stood in his window, carrying two shirts in his hands, black and blue. He was getting ready for his date with Jimin.

           " Wear the one I gifted you last Christmas," Jimin said, standing on his side of window, brushing his hair.

           " Oh, I don't know where it is,... I lost it I guess," Jungkook said, his expressions worried as he looked in his surrounding.

           " You what? You lost the shirt I  gifted?" Jimin asked in disbelief, as he  felt a little hurt. He saved pocket money for so many days to buy that Armani shirt for him and God knows how much happy he was when he gifted that to Jungkook. " It's.. it's okay,.. wear the black one." He smiled half heartedly,  thinking that these little things might not matter to him that much.

             " Okay...black," Jungkook said smiling, Jimin smiled back and drew the curtains as he was about to change.

              While changing, Jimin looked at himself in the mirror and wondered if he worthy of Jungkook's love? He was confident, but at the same time, insecure about himself when it came to Jungkook. He always feared  being replaced.

  
            Losing a simple shirt might be just a little things for Jungkook, but Jimin took it on a whole different level. Because only he knew, with how much loved he gifted that to him. And then, another thing came to his mind that,  may be he didn't care because we weren't in relationship back then.

            May be  he has started developing feelings for me, may be cares now, or may be he doesn't. May be he'll back off if he found a better opportunity, or may he'll stay with me forever. May be he'll give up when he would no more be able to handle my shit anymore or maybe he'll  start ... loving me. There were much maybes and maybe nots in Jimin's life.

            His growing feelings were making him more insecure about himself and Jungkook. He feared the time when Jungkook will leave him but at the same time he prepared himself to be ready for a heartbreak. ( Pessimism at its peak, pftttt)

Things would have been so much different, only if Jungkook knew what Jimin thinks or how Jimin thinks about him.

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        Standing at the corner of parking lot, Jimin waited for Jungkook.  He didn't know why, but his heart was heavy. That shirt was constantly ticking his mind.

~ What's the fucking big deal Jimin? That was just a worthless shirt. Stop thinking about it, just stop....  Jimin scolded himself, but not use.