We were just kids when we fell in love🎶
Not knowing what it was🎶
" I thought... I knew what real pain feels like. But no, I didn't....... I didn't until I saw the way you looked at her." PJM
Jimin has been in love...
"Jimin," my heart jumped out of my body as I got startled.
" Haaaahhh, you scared me, mom," I huffed holding my heart, quickly shutting the curtains, I walked to the bed and took a seat.
" It is not a good thing to peek through people's windows." Mom chuckled sitting beside me, as she scanned my room. " Your room is a mess. You were never like that,"
" It's not my fault that Jungkook's window is just in front of mine. I wasn't peeking," I reasoned, " plus, I was just going to clean up," Mom nodded.
I was peeking, I just wanted to check if he was doing okay. He might have or might have not seen me but he seemed distressed until a phone call. I wonder who it might be who cheered him up.
He happily moved around, picking his clothes. He undressed right in front of my eyes and I shamelessly watched. I wonder why he didn't use the washroom to change.
Couldn't be the same reason...it couldn't be...then it clicked. I knew that he was watching me and I still changed in front of him just to get his attention, just to set him on fire, not caring that he was seeing me after four fucking years, it should've been appropriate.
My hands were sweating as he took off his boxers, throwing them on the bed, he went to the other side of the room where I couldn't see him.
He always had a strong built but four years changed a lot. He was more a man than a teenager. His shoulders were broad, his body was sculpted like he was straight out of a fantasy movie. I didn't want to look below his torso but....haaahhhh.
I didn't know why his manhood was standing, but yes it was erect and it was HUGE. I wonder what turned him on, I gulped and I might have still been standing there, thinking about him and his naked body if mom didn't have called my name.
Mom left after a few minutes and I lied on the bed with a loud thud and let out a frustrated sigh. I turned my head left and right and yes... My room was a mess.
It was my depression acting up and I couldn't do anything about it. I couldn't even tell mom about it, not even dad.
I thought changing my appearance will change my mind but I am more conflicted than ever. I wanted to seek help but I didn't know what to do except take antidepressants.
I needed some fresh air so I stood up after some time, put on my shoes, and went out for a quick walk.
But when I closed the door behind me, I was taken off guard by the view in front of me.
I was Jungkook.
He was all dressed up and he was hugging a girl so tight, my heart clenched. I couldn't see her face as her back was facing me.
As soon as Jungkook looked me in the eyes, he quickly detached himself from her and gave me a half-hearted smile.
So...he was still the same. A cheater and...not gay.
I felt like crying but I smiled as bitterly as I could and I was ready to storm out of that misery until he stopped me.
" Jimin, wait," he said, making me turn around and my eyes widened when I saw a painfully familiar face.
It was Lisa.
I trembled on my feet, I had to hold the pole in front of me to save myself from collapsing. I instantly got chills thinking about the events that happened in the past and how she bullied me and fact that she and Jungkook were together.
" Jimin," Jungkook came to rescue me and Lisa came after him.
" Please...N-no...please don't touch me. I-I'll be fine." I gasped for air as I leaned on the pole and sat on the pavement holding the pole.
~ I wonder my Jungkook likes you so much, you're nothing but a fat piece of shit.
Tears rolled down my eyes as I saw her face again.
" Jimin you're not okay...please let me take you home. Please..." Jungkook begged, trying to come forward.
" NO, I S-SAID NO. LEAVE ME ALONE. I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR FUCKING FACE...I DON'T WANT TO SEE HER FUCKING FACE. TAKE HER AWAY. PLEASE TAKE HER AWAY," I screamed holding the pole as tight as I could.
" I am not leaving you like that," Jungkook's eyes were teary and worried while Lisa stood at the back...astonished.
" I-I-...I C-CAN'T... Please G-GO.. please," I sobbed.
"Lisa please go inside, please. Let me take care of him." Jungkook cried reaching me.
Lisa cried and ran inside Jungkook's house as fast as she could. I finally breathed when she was out of sight.
" Let me take you back home," Jungkook whispered, caressing my hair. I jolted at his touch, feeling miserable and disgusted.
" I-I can go by myself. Please leave...please don't come closer." I said, resting my head on the pole as I had no power to hold it up.
" I can't...I can't leave you like that. " He said, slowly coming more closer, " What happened to you, Jimin? What just happened," he was crying.
He was crying as he held me closer to him. I couldn't let out a single word as I was in a state of shock.
" Jimin? Do you hear me?" He asked again. I wanted to respond but couldn't as I kept looking at him.
He then held me in his arms, stood up, and reached for my house, holding me bridal style.
" Jimin, What happened?" Mom asked Jungkook as he marched towards my room. My tears dripped and soaked in his shirt as I rested my head on his chest.
" I...I don't know what happened. He..he had a panic attack and... And I don't know what to do," Jungkook said, his voice hoarse as if he was trying so hard not to cry.
" I'll call the doctor," Mom worriedly said and left my room.
Jungkook carefully put me in the bed and sat beside me. He carefully wiped the tears off my face and came closer to kiss my forehead.
I closed my eyes and as soon as his lips touched my face, I shuddered.
I cried out and he cried with me.
" I've failed you, Jimin. I am so sorry. I am so sorry." Jungkook choked out as he rested his head on my tummy.
" We have failed each other," I mumbled caressing his warm face.
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