We were just kids when we fell in love🎶
Not knowing what it was🎶
" I thought... I knew what real pain feels like. But no, I didn't....... I didn't until I saw the way you looked at her." PJM
Jimin has been in love...
Waving us the last goodbye, he smiled trying so hard to act strong and I knew he was breaking down, I knew how hard it would've been for him to make this decision.
He finally left and we all stayed there until his plane finally took off.
Until the very last moment, I hoped that he would come running back and tell me that he didn't want to leave and he loved me the same way he used to.
But he didn't.
I was broken and I wanted to go somewhere and hide until that heart-wrenching pain go away.
" It's going to be fine, Jungkook," Jimin's mother said, putting her hand on my shoulder as she pressed it gently. " I know it's hard for both of you but you both still are kids. You both have so much to learn, and so much to go through. You need to be strong," she said.
I nodded.
" I am sorry for making him go," I choked on my tears.
" Oh no honey, it isn't your fault. I think it's good for him that he left... We also didn't agree but he made us realize that he really needs some space and time to rebuild himself," His mother said, smiling fondly that just reminded me of him.
"Thanks, Mrs. Park," I said, bowing at her. She nodded and left shortly.
I then went to my group of friends, not sure if I was welcomed but to my surprise, they all showered me with their kind words of sympathy.
And I hated that...
" Jungkook, whatever it was... It was all in the past. Just move on and forget about him," it was Namjoon that spoke up.
" Forget about him? Move on?" I laughed at his face as everyone looked at me like I was something to be frowned upon. " Sorry I didn't sign up for this,"
" So what are you gonna do? Hurt him again?" Namjoon asked with challenging eyes. " Don't forget why he left,"
His words sounded more bitter than usual... It might be because he was stating the truth.
" I thought... I thought you guys were going to support me... I thought you were going to tell me to wait until he comes back." I said with a higher pitch, as I looked and Namjoon, Taehyung, and Jin. " Don't you how much he means to,"
" Yet you cheated on him coz you couldn't figure if you were even gay," Namjoon spat. Taehyung and Jin we're silent.
" Well, now I know," I sarcastically laughed.
" Then why didn't you tell him," Namjoon spat.
" Coz I didn't want sound like a douchebag of a person who'd stop him from doing something for himself," I yelled, my voice raged.
Namjoon remained silent afterward and they left shortly after the whole scene as things did become a little awkward.
I already missed him.
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Author's pov.
Weeks passed but nothing made any difference. I still hurt Jungkook like a fresh wound.
He was left all alone...and it felt like his only friend was Jimin as no one ever tried to even check on him except Lisa, who would occasionally visit him or accompany him at the school.
" You know you can't get anything out of it, right?" Jungkook suddenly said, his tone a little rude as they both sat on the staircase in their school.
" I know," she sighed.
" Then why... Why aren't you leaving me behind just like others." Jungkook sounded desperate.
" Honestly, I am afraid that you might do something wrong to yourself if I too left you alone." She said straightforward, Lisa really didn't have any shades. " You know I loved you and I still do...but the only difference is, I don't want you to reciprocate,"
Jungkook was a little taken aback at Lisa's sudden behavioral changes. She was calmer than usual and she was nothing like the hot-headed Lisa he knew.
He wanted to ask what changed in him but he didn't. He didn't want to discuss anything emotional with her because feared that I might hurt her.
" I am glad you finally understand," Jungkook rolled his eyes as Lisa laughed.
" No seriously, what made you love him so much? I mean...you know what I am trying to ask," she hesitantly asked.
" Everything about him is loveable," Jungkook smiled as he remembered him again.
" No offense, I mean I am sorry I am going to ask this but don't you think you both were a little mismatch for each other? I mean he is all adorable but...you know...I think of you as the guy who would be more into some like him...like tall and some...you know," Lisa said.
" to be honest, his appearance never bothered me, never in my lifetime. It might be because we both chose each other a long time ago when all these things didn't matter." Jungkook said, " But I still couldn't keep him close. Damn...he deserves so much better than me,"
" No, you are perfect for him." Lisa smiled.
" And he is perfect for me," I said smiling.
" I still doubt that," Lisa said, winking at him, making Jungkook roll his eyes again.
Never in his life, Jungkook thought that he will share his feeling with Jimin's worst bully but something really changed in her...like she was finally ready to accept the fact that he can never have Jungkook.
Whether he stays with Jimin or not. Coz even if Jimin wasn't around, all Jungkook could do was, talk about him, mention him every now and then...he missed him.
And the fact that everyone left him when he was at his worst, it was really affecting his mind. All he was left with was, Lisa. And he really needed a friend.
He was counting days for Jimin to come back. But with every passing moment, he was losing hope because even after weeks, Jimin never tried to contact him.
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