We were just kids when we fell in love🎶
Not knowing what it was🎶
" I thought... I knew what real pain feels like. But no, I didn't....... I didn't until I saw the way you looked at her." PJM
Jimin has been in love...
I couldn't sleep the whole night, there was an uneasy feeling that kept me awake.
Images of Jimin and Rose being together kept haunting me. Even after being pretty sure that Jimin could never love a girl or love anyone other than me, I still felt threatened.
My heart twitched seeing them together.
" hey, mom." I greeted my mother as I came down after a stressful night. My eyes were puffy and I couldn't but rub them as hard as I could.
I sat at the dining table and rest my head at it as I couldn't keep my head straight.
"Are you alright, son?" Mom asked as she came near me and caressed my hair gently.
" I guess," I shortly said, keeping my eyes closed.
"You don't look so right... Tell me if something is bothering you." She asked sitting beside me.
"It's nothing, mom. I couldn't sleep all night that why I look like that. Nothing serious." I said.
" What kept you awake all night?" She asked in a soft tone as she continued caressing my hair.
" Do you really wanna know?" I asked, my tone rather straight.
"Of course,"
" Won't you judge me?"
" Of course not, you're my son. Even if you do something wrong, I won't judge you for that but what I only want is you to be good, good for yourself and everyone around you."
" Its... Its Jimin. I thought breaking up with him will help me find myself... but no, I feel more messed up. I had a crush on a girl before Jimin made a move and..." I hesitantly told her...
" Whattt?" She said, shocked as if I said something really odd. " You had a crush on a girl? Then why did you accept Jimin's feeling? Are you dumb?"
" Yes, mom. I was dumb enough to think that refusing him would break his heart." I told her, fisting my hair in frustration.
" God, Jungkook... What have you done... I thought you never liked anyone before Jimin. You could've just refused him politely, it might've hurt him a little, but at least you both have stayed friends. Now, look at yourself and him... You both are suffering." Mom said in a tone filled with disappointment.
" let me tell you the worst part, mom," I said.
" Is there more to the mess you've created? She asked.
I nodded.
She sighed.
" I do love Jimin, Mom. And it is in no way a friendly love, but I still cheated on him and he had a full right to break up with me and move on. Right?"
"Right,"
" So, I also thought of moving on. I thought bringing someone else into my life will help to figure out what I actually want. I thought of dating a boy other than Jimin but even the thought made me throw up. So I thought of a girl... the girl that I had a crush on."
"So what's stopping you?" She asked and I sighed.
" I found out last night that she loves Jimin." My mouth tasted bitter. " I found them being close to each other and the worst part is... Jimin trusts her more than me. He is more comfortable with her than with me. We spent childhood together and yet he can't even tell me what goes on in his mind, I mean if not a boyfriend, I can be a friend to him."
" You literally cheated on him Jungkook and now you expect him to be your friend. And I don't know if you are actually jealous because of the thought that someone else loves Jimin or the thing that it had to be the girl you had your eyes on." Mom was being a reality check.
I always admired Rose for being herself, she wasn't like other girls who'd do anything just to get in my pants. She was pure and innocent, the total opposite of her best friend Lisa. And the thing that stood her out most that she always treated Jimin nicely.
What I didn't know that she loved him.
But then, who wouldn't love a pure soul like Jimin. He always made my heart soft for him I wanted to squish him and spoil but only if hadn't messed up or only if we had remained only best friends.
After making him and myself suffer, I wished I could bring back the time where we were friends... So carefree and happy.
Being in a relationship with him, only brought misery to him.
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Jimin's pov.
I took a day off from school as I wasn't feeling well. I looked at my wrist and gently massaged it with my other hand and I felt sore.
I put on some bands to cover my wrist as someone knocked on my room door. I didn't want anyone to find out.
" Come in," I said and composed myself before hiding my wrist under the blanket.
" Umm. Heyyy..." It was Rose.
Noooo... I wanted anyone but Rose. I was in no position to talk to her.
" Oh, Rose... I wasn't expecting you..." I blabbered as I sat in my position.
" I just came to check on you... Taehyung told me that you are not feeling well," she said fidgeting with the hem of her skirt.
" uhh. I am fine I only had a headache. You didn't have to come... I am..."
" Jimin," she cut me off... " I also came to tell you something...."
Here we go again... *sighs*
" Rose. You know I can't... You know how much I love..."
" I know Jimin... I know you love him... I am not asking to you stop loving him. I just want to make sure that nothing changes between us. We can still be good friends as we were before." She nervously said.
" But how can you have feelings for me... I am not even...."
" We don't choose who we fall in love with and trust me Jimin you have everything that girls would want. You are beautiful just the way you are." She said and I blushed at her statement.
It felt weird seeing a girl crush on me... But weird in a good way.
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