Perfect | JIKOOK

Chapter-14

        Author's pov.

             
                    (Flashback)

                   Jimin started pushing people aways, once a social butterfly of school slowly turned into an introvert. And no one noticed except those who were close to him.

                  Taehyung was on top of the list, always telling him what's good and what's bad. But Jimin being Jimin always did what he wanted, more like..... always ate what he wanted.

                 Taehyung always tried to protect him from the bullies but as the time was passing, Jimin realised that he has fight on his own, he can't always rely on someone.

              
                 It hurt him watching once close people growing apart, all because how he looked?....he thought so, but he didn't try to change himself. More like he didn't want to change himself. Jungkook accepted him as he was, so he didn't need anyone's acceptance.

He thought no one would ever love him except Jungkook.

So, even after convincing himself that everything is fine,  something was still missing.......... self acceptance.

He wasn't satisfied by himself.

                Alot of insecurities started dwelling in his mind, most them were about Jungkook. He always felt insecure about his love  and nothing helped to change his mind...not even Jungkook's mother.

                He even tried to give up on Jungkook as he never contacted, but every time he tried to do so....he failed. So he kept reminding himself that Jungkook loves him and he loves Jungkook and that was the only thing that kept him going. Otherwise, he probably would have broke down until now.

               He needed self discovery, he needed self acceptances, he needed to love himself first, because without self love, you can't love someone else.

So, what he feels for Jungkook was really love? That's still questionable.

 
         (Flashback Ends)
         (No more flashbacks)

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        Jungkook's POV

             " We need to talk, Jimin..." I said, holding him as he stumbled on his feet.

             
             " Yeah, yeah yeah," Jimin chanted, giggling with his  eyes closed. He looked adorable and so carefree.

How could I break his heart?  I hope he will understand me.

            
             " Let's go somewhere else," I said,  holding his hand as I made his walk. He wasn't in his right state of mind but it was now or never. Even if he won't remember anything by tomorrow, I still had to tell him each and everything in my mind.

I'll repeat everything tomorrow, if he didn't remember. But I have to tell him now.

            " Oh oh oh, hold on Kookie. I have to grab something,"  He said, stopping me as we were about to exit the room full of people, " I'll be back soon,"  He said looking directly into my eyes as if he was trying to read them and even if I tried to tore my gaze from him....I couldn't.

            " You can't go anywhere. It's important," I ordered, tightening my grip around his wrist.

           " It won't take long, please just let me go," He pleaded, looking buzzed.