Perfect | JIKOOK

Chapter-9

       Author's pov.

        (Flashback)

        
          " Do you.... Do you really mean what you said?"  The question wasn't as simple as it seemed, because the emotions Jimin put while asking it, was telling a different story.

    
          Jungkook  nearly freaked out at how much hopeful his eyes seemed, he never thought about this but that was an ultimate truth that Jimin was gay and there were hundred and one percent chances that he could catch feelings for his best friends. 

~ Fuck you Jeon Jungkook, He mentally cursed himself for being so careless.

         " Jimin I actually..... I never thought that things gonna turn this way... I am..." Jungkook managed to say, but couldn't find accurate words to reconcile his blunder.

          " No no... There nothing wrong if you have feelings for me,"  Jimin misunderstood the whole situation and Jungkook was speachless. " I know we shouldn't have these kind of feelings for eachother, I mean... You.. are no gay right? But if you do feel things for then there is nothing wrong," 

        " Jimin I..... I...." Jungkook was in literal shock, he still wanted to tell him that he took the wrong meaning, but he couldn't.

        " I know Jungkook," Jimin softly said, hugging Jungkook afterwards. This hug wasn't the same like there so called 'bro hug' . Jungkook could feel his chest suddenly warmed up, still didn't know how to respond, so he let Jimin hug him, " I... I like you Jungkook," He finally said and that's where Jungkook lost it.

        He quickly broke the hug, ready to tell Jimin that he misunderstood, but when saw his sparkling, teary eyes, he remained silent. He simply couldn't break  that innocent bean's heart.

         " I know I am rushing things, but I can't hold it inside me anymore. I like you from the moment I came out to you. Actually you are the one that made me realize that I am gay and I am not ashamed of it." Jimin poured his heart, making Jungkook hold his breath.

         Everything happened within seconds, Jimin misunderstood and poured his heart to him, and Jungkook was stuck, if he rejects  him, practically tell him the truth, his friendship will definitely ruin and he wanted that to happen least.

         But if he accepts his love, that simply meant he had to let go of his feelings for the special someone and be gay for Jimin at least, and that shit freaked him out.

         " Say something Jungkook," Jimin was desperate to hear words, he was desperate to know that feelings were mutual.

        " Jimin, I... I am..."   He was still battling his mind, he knew that this whole situation and his answer can turn his world upside down, " I am.. speechless,"

        " Speechless?" Jimin inquired, raising his brows, " what do you mean, you are speechless? Don't you also like me?"  He asked in disbelief, face almost red with embarrassment.

         " Of course I like you, Jimin. That is not even a question."  Jungkook said frustrated.

          " Then what's bothering you? Are you ashamed of having feelings for me? Are you scared  that people will laugh at you?"  Jimin's voice cracked, he was having hard controlling himself from crying and Jungkook knew that very well.

           " I am not scared of anything Jimin, neither I am ashamed to accept you. It's just..."  He desperately wanted to tell but Jimin's miserable self couldn't let him do that.