Perfect | JIKOOK

Final Chapter

   Author's pov.

           That'd be an understatement if we say Jungkook was only heartbroken. He did everything to make things right with Jimin but nothing seemed to help.

        He loved him to the point where he was ready to let him go if that made him any happier.

      He was silent on his way back home from the restaurant. Lisa tried to talk but he didn't answer. His mind was clouded, he was done trying, he was done trying to make things right.

       " Give him time, he loves you Jungkook,"  Lisa said, resting her hand on Jungkook's shoulder. 

       " I am done," that's all Jungkook said before speeding up the vehicle. His eyes were shot red.

      " Jungkook you're scaring me," Lisa yelped, clutching the dashboard tightly.

     " I DID EVERYTHING TO MAKE HIM LOVE ME BACK, I DID EVERYTHING TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT," Jungkook yelled, not caring if he was going to hit the cars in front of him.

        "Jungkook, please slow down," Lisa pleaded, taking a heavy breath every time Jungkook successfully dodged the car in front of them.

   
        " I KNOW I MADE MISTAKES BUT I HAVE HAD ENOUGH. I HAVE PAID ENOUGH PRICE FOR MY MISTAKES. I WAS JUST A KID BACK THEN, I WAS STRUGGLING JUST LIKE HIM," Jungkook screamed as tears trickled down his eyes.

      Lisa remained quiet as she nothing was going to help so she let Jungkook let out everything he was piling up in his heart and his head.

  What he didn't know was that someone was on a call with Lisa and listening to everything he was saying.

       If one was rash driving and letting his heart out to his friend, the other was curled up in a public toilet, listening to everything Jungkook had to say, crying.

       " I spend every second thinking that I don't deserve him. He is so precious and yet I can't see him with anyone else." Jungkook whimpered, stopping his car at a seashore, his raging anger gradually calmed down as Lisa sat beside him, listening to everything he had to say.

       " I feel terrible for making him feel that he has to change himself for me, but God knows, I loved him the way he was and I love him the way he is. And I failed to make him realize that he is everything to me without changing anything about himself. " Jungkook said, resting his head on the steering wheel and the sound of waves calmed his nerves.

There were moments of silence between them, they both were sitting there listening to the stories that sea unfold with every wave that hit the shore.

      " Why don't you tell him all that, he will understand. He will come back to you," Lisa then exclaimed.

      " He has moved on and I can't make him go through the same mental torture again. It's like...I am not good for him." Jungkook smiled through the pain, looking at the dying sun.

       " Fuck you for thinking that I have moved on, fuck you for thinking that you are not good for me, fuck you for thinking that I love you any less than you love me," Jimin said, standing in the window of Jungkook's car, with the phone on his ear as he held the window with another hand. His eyes were puffed, his nose was red.

        Jungkook was stunned for a moment, he couldn't process what was happening, so he looked at Lisa. She waved her phone in Jungkook's face that showed that Jimin was on call.

      " I am sorry, I had no other choice," Lisa said.

      " Fuck," Jungkook chuckled with tears in his eyes.