Perfect | JIKOOK

Chapter-23

Jimin's pov.

"I chose her, we're together now,"

I lied. I had to.

I couldn't give him the satisfaction he wanted anymore. If he thought that I could never get someone other than him or someone would never like me, he was wrong.

Although I could never love someone other than but still, what we had was over now, and we both needed to move on and if me being with someone was going to help him move on. I'd do that.

" You are lying," he said, looking directly into my eyes.

" No, I am not," I said, looking out of the window as I couldn't hold his gaze.

" You are lying... You'd never... I mean you can't love a girl." He stated, his voice almost shaky.

" Why thou? Actually, you're right... But if the girl is willing to love me even after knowing me then I can give it a go... Cuz why not... I am single and I want to be happy, just like you," I backfired, I just wanted to hurt, I wanted him to feel the same pain as I felt when he told me that he cheated on me.

" I don't know why you're lying but trust me I didn't hurt you on purpose and I am not happy with the ways things are turning," he said, and I couldn't do anything but laugh at the situation we were in.

" Jungkook...you never even looked at me the way I wanted you to look at me. I wanted to feel loved and no doubt that you tried your best but the saddest part was that, it was all you could offer." I choked as a huge lump built up in my throat.

" What...what else I could've done?" His voice cracked as the atmosphere of the car heated up.

" Nothing, there was nothing you could do. It was meant to happen... but what saddens me more is the fact that my dumbness ruined our friendship... We could've been happy if I didn't misunderstand you that day..." I said, and he looked at me shocked.

He stayed silent.

" You were talking about someone else that day and my dumb gay ass thought that my best friend, sorry...straight best friend loves me." I continued as I couldn't control my tears.

I wanted to tell him everything as if we were talking for the last time.

" Why...Why didn't you say anything back then, Jungkook? Why didn't you tell me that it wasn't me?... It was never me." I cried, I wanted to ease the pain. I wanted him to tell me everything.

But he didn't say anything... He just stayed silent as if he had no answer to what I was asking.

He didn't deny the fact that on the camp night he wasn't talking about me.

I saw love in his eyes that night, but it wasn't for me...

Then who?

Lisa?

Jisoo?

Who it could be.

Rose was right...

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Rose's pov.

             " Is it working?" Lisa inquired as I came back from Jimin's home. She was already present at my house.

            " I guess... but I don't have a good feeling about it," I said, sitting on the couch with a thud as I felt tired.

          "No trust me everything is going to work out you just have to work exactly as we planned," Lisa said, her tone filled with excitement.