Perfect | JIKOOK

Chapter-33

Jungkook's pov.

            " No, that can't be happening," I was shocked when I read Rose's text. 

          Jimin was leaving... It was all my fault. He hated being away from home and yet he was going far away just because of me.

~I can't... I can't let that happen. I mentally screamed.

          I ran as fast as I could to the car, hopped on the front seat, and started the engine.

         My thoughts were abrupt, just like my breathing. I thought of the ways to make him stop from him.

        I thought I'd tell him that I still love him...but it won't be enough. He wouldn't even believe me.

          What else could I do...nothing. I just didn't want him to leave. The thought of him being gone just made me sick to my stomach.

          I hurriedly entered the airport, looking around to find him as I still got time. I looked in the waiting area and I could see some familiar faces, actually a lot of familiar faces.

         I saw Jimin's parents, Tae, even Rose was there, Namjoon, Jin...everyone was there except me...It's like I was the only one that wasn't worth a goodbye.

I felt heartbroken...but I had to push back my feelings as stopping him from going was more necessary.

         I ran to them and all of their smiles dropped. I didn't care at the moment as I looked for Jimin, who was nowhere to be seen.

       " Where...where is he?" I asked, breathing heavily.

       " He is gone," Tae said, almost glaring at me.

        " No, he...he can't just..." I was on the verge of bawling my eyes out, " how could he..." My words were becoming incoherent at the thought that he left without saying goodbye.

           If he didn't want to see me, he could've just called me and told me to take care of myself when he was gone.

           I would've insisted him to stay, but I would've understood when he said he really needed to go.

I just wanted to see him one last time.

        " Jungkook," I heard his voice, I turned around to see him standing in front of me... I was sure that I was hallucinating.

       So I looked at everyone, Tae suppressed laughter with an eye roll which meant he was just messing around.

But this time I actually started crying as hugged Jimin because it wasn't funny at all. At least not for me.

I thought I just lost him...I thought I won't be able to see him again.

         But what I feared most, was the fact that he might forget about me. He would forget our time together because I brought nothing but misery to him.

        " Why," I whisper yelled, my closed, harder enough to make tears stop falling.

         " I am sorry... I didn't tell you because..." He said.

          " Please stay," I begged him as I cut him off, " I promise I'll be good. I promise I'll stay as far away as I can. I just don't want you to go,"

          " That's the reason, Jungkook. That I didn't want to tell you because you'll ask me to stay and I won't be able to say no to you." He said, rubbing my back as I kept hugging him.