Perfect | JIKOOK

Chapter-46

Jimin's pov.

            " Come on, get up,"  Jungkook ordered, snatching the blanket away from me. I shivered as soon as the cold air came in contact with my body.

          " Noooo," I whined, my eyes closed with sleepiness.  " It's fucking five in the morning. I am not getting up and what are you doing here so early," I grumble in annoyance. As much as I always wanted him to be around but for now, he was pissing me off.

         " I've your routine scheduled, and first thing in the morning is a walk. So you better get up or I'll waste no time in picking you up," he said towering over me, making me flinch as a playful smirk plastered on his face.

       Rolling my eyes, I shoved him on the other side of the bed. He chuckled, lying there with a loud thud.

      I agreed to be treated properly because for the very first time in my life, I wanted to be good without any second thought.  I wanted to get out of the depression, I wanted to forget every bad memory get along with life.

     Little did I know that it was only Jungkook who could cure me because after all these past years my heart only wanted to open up to him. My heart wanted the assurance that he still cared for me and still loved me. And he did...he did love back then and he still does.

         " For how long are we going to do this? I am not a morning person anymore and it is so hard for me to get up every fucking morning," I said, putting on my hoodie as he looked at me tentatively.

      " I can do this for the rest of my life with you but as per the doctor prescribed, we have to continue this routine for almost 3 months," Jungkook said, making my heart race.

He could do this for me for the rest of his life... Fuck, I don't deserve his love.  

I was pathetic for thinking about having a happy life with him when I was already committed.

      " I...I think we should go," I almost teared up again, standing in the window.

      " What happened, Jimin?" Jungkook asked concerned as he approached me, turning me around, he lifted my chin and made me look at him.

     " I am a very bad person, Jungkook," I quivered, resting my head on his chest.

     " No, you're not. You are so pure Jimin and your heart is gold," he said, wrapping his arms around me. " Fuck, we wasted so much time. I should've understood you sooner. I should've understood that despite the love, you wanted my friendship and I wanted yours. I thought we couldn't be anything other than lovers but I was so fucking wrong. The most treasured gem is our friendship, our bond and I don't want to lose that." He said, caressing my hair.

       I nodded in between the sobs as my tears soaked in his shirt. We stood there for a few moments in silence, peaceful silence. I could hear his erratic heartbeat and it calmed my nerves somehow.

      " I think we should go," I said detaching myself from him.

He nodded.

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        " Here we go," Jungkook said, coming out of the car and running to the other side of the car to open the door for me like a pure gentleman, making me smile at him.

        We reached the park in no time and there was no one around.  It was still dark as the sun wasn't up. A cold gust of wind hit us making us both shiver. It was early November and the weather was colder than usual.

       " Oh, this is so quiet and peaceful," I said rubbing my arms with my hands.

      " I knew you'd like it," Jungkook smiled holding my hand. " let's go," he then pushed me inside the park.