Taylor put the plate down on the table and then kissed Lusy's cheek before saying "Eat sweety " . Lucy nodded and then started having her dinner . Taylor walked out of the kitchen and then went to the living room . She sat on the couch and rested her elbows on her knees with her head in her hands
She closed her eyes and sighed . She feels bad for talking to Emma that way and she feels bad because of what happened with Harry earlier . It's just all a big mess .
A few minutes later , Lucy stepped out of the kitchen and then walked to the couch to sit next to her mother . Lucy was still a little ill so Taylor didn't go to work for that week .
"Mommy put spongebob on " , Lucy said and jumped up and down on the couch . Taylor grabbed the remote and said to her daughter "Stop jumping up and down Lucy , you're ill " .
Lucy clapped when Spongebob came on . Taylor looked at her daughter and for the first time that day she drew a small smile on her face . It amazes Taylor how much Lucy loves spongebob .
She shook her head and then kissed her forehead . She stood up and went to the kitchen . She cleaned the couple of dishes and then put them away . She didn't have dinner , she didn't feel like it .
She dragged herself to her room and fell down on her bed , curling up in a ball and sighing deeply . She wants to call Emma to apologize , she grabbed her phone and called her .
Three rings later and no answer , Taylor sighed when her voicemale cam on . She threw the phone on the other side of the bed and closed her eyes , whispering to herself "Why do i keep pushing away the people i love ? " .
A tears slid down her face and fell on the pillow case . She turned around and covered her head with the comforter . A few minutes later she fell asleep .
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Harry slowly helped his father sit up on the bed while Anne pulled the wheel chair next to the bed . Harry put his arm around his father's shoulder and gently sat him on the wheel chair .
Today , the docotors said that Des can leave the hospital but under the condition of having a nurse at home to keep an eye on him .
"Are you feeling good father ? " , Harry asked his father while grabbing the small bag of clothes from the bed and handing it to his mother . Des nodded and Harry grabbed the wheel chair and started walking out of the room .
He managed to get Taylor out of his mind for a while today . Since his father is going back home , He was running around trying to get everything ready and making sure his father was alright .
They stepped out to the flashing lights of cameras waiting outside the hospital door , Security guards tried their best to keep them out of the way while Harry rushed to get his father into the car and closing the door behind him . Anne sat next to her husband while Harry climbed in the front seat and the car drove away to the Styles' mansion .
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Taylor rolled over in bed and groaned opening her eyes . She fell asleep for an hour and didn't even remember that her Lucy was still awake .
She sat on the bed and rubbed her eyes , stood up and then walked out of the room to see Lucy still sitting on the couch watching Tv .
She sighed and looked at the clock and it was way over Lucy's bed time . Taylor walked to the couch and held her arms out for Lucy .
"Lucy , come on sweety it's time for bed " .
Lucy looked a Taylor and then ignored her looking back at the Tv . Taylor sighed and then leaned down to pick her up but Lucy slipped from the couch and ran away to her room .Taylor cursed and then ran behind her to see her standing by a corner .
"Lucy , you have to go to sleep " , Taylor said walking to her but Lucy again ran to the other side of the room .
"No i'm not sleepy , i wanna stay up " , Lucy pouted and Taylor sighed . She covered her head with her hands and said with a stern voice .
"Lucy , You better get over here right now " .
"No! " .
"Lucy !! " , Taylor warned glaring at Lucy , Lucy crossed her arms against her chest and shook her head .
Taylor walked to her and before Lucy can run she was already being lifted up by Taylor .
"No , put me down !! Put me down i don't to sleep , No! " , Lucy started screaming kicking her legs against Taylor .
Taylor tightened he grip on her and walked to the bed . She put her down but still kept an arm around her so that she won't run away .
Lucy kept crying and screaming while Taylor reached for her PJs . She struggled to get her out of her shirt with Lucy throwing punches and kicks against her chest .
Taylor snapped at her , "Lucy stop , stop it right now !" . Lucy was startled by her mother's yelling so she stopped hitting her and her cries turned into small whimpers .
Taylor got her in her PJs and then when she tried putting her under the covers , Lucy pushed her wrist away and said with a glare "I hate you " .
She climbed under the covers and then turned her back to Taylor . Taylor just kept staring at her daughter and let her words sink in . Seems like everyone hates her now .
She felt a pounding pain in her chest as she put her head on her hands and bit her lip to stop the tears from falling .
She shook her head and then leaned in to kiss Lucy's hair , "I'm sorry , I love you " , She breathed out and a small tear fell down her face . She quickly stood up , turned off the lights and got out of the room .
She rested her forehead against the wall next to the room's door . She fisted her fingers and then let out a sob but quickly covered her mouth to stop other from coming .
She walked to her room and then locked the door behind her , she dragged herself to the bed and cried against the pillow .
She feels so alone , so empty inside . She badly wants someone to hug her , someone to hold her tight in his arms . Someone to tell her it's going to be alright , it's going to be ok . But there was no one . So she just hugged her pillow and let out what she's been holding in all day long .
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Brave Hearts (Haylor)
FanfictionTaylor is a single mother of a three years old girl named Lucy , She used to be married to a man she loved so much , and when that man passed away in a tragic car accident , Taylor didn't know what to do with her life , She didn't want to live witho...