Over the edge

CHAPTER 22

LISA'S POV

Jennie is playing outside with Evelyn, making snegovik (snowman) and they're throwing snowballs at each other. What makes it warm in this cold weather is her smile, the way Jennie laugh, when she hits Evelyn with a snow.

I've seen Jennie's hard spots most of my life, these days she's getting cuter and her childish attitude is showing.

Even when Jennie's around, there are memories from my past that still haunts me, I wanted to tell her everything, I just can't put it into words, As much as she makes me happy all the time, I can't stop blaming myself for it.

What if I didn't ask my mom to buy me a brand-new figure skate, would she still be alive today?

Are we still a happy family?

Would I be able to live normally with them?

Would my dad act different towards me?

"Lisa! Join us!" I was interrupted from my deep thoughts when I felt a snowball hitting my shoulder. "Hey, who hit me!?" I raised my voice. "It's Jennie unnie!" Evelyn pointed her finger at my girlfriend. "How dare you." I ran down the mini stairs of the front porch before I took a handful of snow from the ground, "You're going to regret that, kiska." I smirked, instead of hitting Jennie, I threw the ball straight on Evelyn's direction, hitting her face. "Hey! What the hell!" I laughed before I started to make another one from the ground.

"Evelyn, let's team up." Jennie said, "Oh, c'mon! I didn't hit you." I complained, "Well... that's an advantage for me." Jennie threw a snowball straight to my face, causing me to fall down on the snow.

"You're lucky, you're cute." I got up, and I immediately threw a huge snowball on Jennie. "Evelyn, help!" Jennie landed back on the ground while I continue to throw snowball each second I claw my hand on the snow.

My sister tried to help Jennie, but I was swift enough to evade her throws.

I made another snowball and I threw it on Evelyn's face, causing her to land back again.

"Baby."

"Yes baby?" I asked, facing Jennie, and I was met by a huge snowball, causing me to stumble on the ground. "Hah! You lost!" Evelyn jeered. "That's unfair, it's two against one." I laid back on the snow, forming a snow angel.

"It's not, you're too tall." Jennie laid next to me, "That make sense, I'm playing with two toddlers." I teased, and Jennie suddenly threw a snow on my face. "Yet you still lost." She laughed.

I pulled Jennie closer to me, "Well, that's because you're my girlfriend." I said, clawing my hands on the snow before I put it inside her jacket on her back.

"Lisa! You stupid bitch—"

I can only laugh, I was about to run until Jennie tackled me down, "Evelyn! Give me a hand!" Jennie called out, my little sister carries a huge snowball, "Ev, if you give Jennie your snowball, I'm not going to buy you anymore jawbreakers!" I said, she just shrugged before she handed it to Jennie.

"How dare you little suka!?"

"Thanks baby! Gimme a kiss." Jennie pouted as she points to her cheek, "Mwah." Evelyn kissed her cheek. "What? So y'all are close now!?" I raised my voice.