Why am I going through attack after an attack?
You're going through spiritual warfare. This kind of attack happens whenever you're growing in your relationship with God but also ESPECIALLY When you begin serving God. When you encourage, advise and help others grow in their relationship with God. It makes the enemy even madder than if you were just growing yourself. You're disturbing his kingdom, you're bringing light where he doesn't want any of it, you're helping others defeat his agents and he can't stand it. He hates you and he will do all he can to defeat you but he can't because you're on the winning team. So what will he do?
He will try to do his best to get you to leave that team. If he can make you distrust God if he can get you to stop praying and believing, even to just doubt, if he can get you too frustrated and pull away from God then that's all he needs.
You will open so many doors he can come through and get rid of you to make you go back to darkness and stay there!
But listen, God won't let it. That's why he is protecting you. You might not see it sometimes but... GOD has a mighty hedge of protection over you. The enemy can attack your thoughts but can't kill or hurt you. You can feel pain but he can't destroy you because God is with you. When you pray to God. He hears and he feels that pain.
What God wants to do is allow this so that you grow. You won't grow to be fully dependent on God when you are in a comfort zone. The enemy won't stop attacking you sis, unfortunately, that will continue because you'll remain light but God is also growing you. You're becoming stronger and stronger and stronger, you'll look back at these battles and see how much you grew from them. Your faith is more steady, you trust God more than you did before, and you have patience and perseverance. You also gain so much wisdom in the process that you get to teach other people, you get to mentor so many others and you get to share testimonies of how God has held you throughout your life.
God is allowing this to grow you not to hurt you. To shape and mould you so you can discover who you are in Him. Continue to resist the enemy for he WILL flee from you (James 4:7). Rejoice if you're getting attacked it means you have something in you worth attacking and destroying that the enemy can't stand. It's the Christ in you that he can't stand.
Continue to pray, worship and trust. When thoughts of depression arise repeat back scripture, with authority and faith that he who is with you will protect you. Complaining, doubting and fearing are what the enemy desires for you to do. Keep the faith.
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