💔Too Much💔

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(F/C) means favorite character.  Also, there is a slight mention of self-harm. It's not much, but I would rather put a warning than have someone triggered. It's a bit short, by the way. 

There's a bit of a long explanation of this one-shot as to why I wrote it. I hope you'll read it.

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(F/C) had confessed his love to (Y/N) not too long ago.

While (Y/N) had mutual feelings, they knew they weren't ready for a relationship due to their bad mental health. She wanted to work on herself before committing to a relationship.

(Y/N) loved (F/C), but knew they'd be too much for them to handle whenever they had a depressive episode.

(F/C) understood, hoping they would be ready soon.

They always talked and hung out whenever they could.

(Y/N) would tell (F/C) practically everything and (F/C) would listen, staying whenever (Y/N) had a bad mood disruption or a depressive episode.

One day, they were sitting outside, just hanging out in silence.

But the silence didn't feel comfortable. It felt off. Like something wasn't quite right.

"Why are you so quiet?" (Y/N) asked.

They had tried to start a conversation several times, only to be met with one-worded answers.

They had noticed how off and more reclusive (F/C) was being that day.

"I'm... just thinking."

"About what?"

"About stuff."

"If you wanna talk about it, then I'm right here, but if you don't then I won't push," (Y/N) smiled softly at them.

"I don't want to make you sad," (F/C) stated.

"Why would it make me sad?"

"It involves you, but I don't want to make you sad."

"I can handle anything you talk to me about. Doesn't matter if it is about me or not so if you wanna say it, then say it."

Honestly, (Y/N) knew where this was going

"Okay," (F/C) paused. "You drain me mentally and emotionally."

(Y/N) nodded, already feeling heartbroken, but wanting them to continue.

"It gets so bad to the point where it can worsen my own sadness and anxiety... For the past few days, I feel like I should stop talking to you. I feel like I need to cut you off but at the same time, I don't want to. You're very important to me and even though you told me to stop loving you I am still deeply in love with you and it would hurt so much to just stop talking to you. I love you, (Y/N) and I am loyal to you, but I don't know if I should cut you off," (F/C) said.

"No. You've said enough. Do it. Cut me off."

"I don't know if I can..."

"Fine. If you won't do it, then I will," (Y/N) stated.

"Wait, what?"

"You heard me. It's better off like this. I promised I wouldn't hurt you. I'm only hurting you more by staying with you."

They were speechless, unsure of how to process what was going on.

"I'm sorry. I really am."

"I love you, (Y/N). Keep yourself safe, okay?"

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