ch. 7 night alone

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Y/n's pov

"Please stop." I cried out.

Eren continued to cry louder.

It was 9pm and Eren has been crying for almost 3 hours straight. I developed a headache from his cries and i myself started crying with Eren.

"Please what do you want?" I asked picking him up.

"Y/n?..."

I looked at the door to see my mom looking at me concerningly.

"Yes." I asked with tears still rolling down my cheeks.

"Let me help." She said starting to walk closer to me.

I shake my head no.

"I need to do this on my own."

"Y/n." She said in an annoying tone.

"Please mom." I begged and started slowly moving Eren left to right.

"Y/n-"

"Please."

She sighs and nods her head. She walked up to me and kissed my forehead. Then she kissed Eren's head. She left and it was just me and Eren again.

"What do you want?" I asked him and he continued to cry.

"Do you want your teddy uncle Armin got you?" I asked him holding up the teddy bear in front of him but he started crying louder.

"Do you want your swing?" I slowly placed him in his swing and he just started crying again.

He's not hungry. He had two and a half bottles already. He doesn't need a diaper change. So what the hell does he want?!

Should i call Levi? No, he's at work.

I hate this. I hate this a lot.

"Eren please stop." I cried.

I sighed as his cries got louder.

I picked him up from his swing and brought him face level to mine.

"I love you but please stop." As pathetic as it sounds i was sobbing my eyes out.

I had a bad headache. I'm tried. I just want to sleep. Even if it's for 5 minutes.

After 30 minutes of me trying my best to get my son to stop crying. I put my hair in a ponytail and placed him back in the swing. I bend in front of the swing.

I took a deep breath in and out and gave him his pacifier.

"Twinkle twinkle little star..." his cries started going quieter as i started to sing. "How i wonder what you are." He stopped crying. "Up above the world so high." My eyes widen as he closed his eyes. "Like a diamond in the sky. Twinkle twinkle little star... how i wonder what you are." His eyes were still closed.

I stood up and turn off the lamp in the room. I turned around and gasp. My eyes widen and i got closer to the one person i did not expect to see tonight.

I walked out and closed the door behind me. I lean up against the door then stared at those steel grey eyes. Then i noticed he had a deep frown.

"Have you been crying?" He asked.

I slowly nod and looked away.

"Why are you here, Levi?"

"Your mom texted me."

Of course she did. I sighed.

"Go home." I started making my way to my bed and turn on the baby monitor.

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