I'm to blame,
I'm the reason no one stays
Bad luck and hell I bring,
To every loved ones, I can't see
I'm to blame,
It's because of me they suffocate
Heavier and heavier life gets,
Not only for me, but for those around me
I'm to blame,
For their sad faces and fake smiles
Better than me, they definitely deserve
I'm just a shitty person with too many insecurities and painful lies
I'm to blame,
For standing in everyone's way
Colder than ice, and harder than cement itself
I'm basically blocking the only path to their happiness and well being
I'm to blame,
For their unspeakably painful trauma
Selfishly I did something intrusively stupid
And now they suffer because of me, more than usual
I'm to blame,
For it all
Especially for existing and breathing overall
Wasted a whole ass life on me
Why can't you see?
I'm to blame for everything
- Mel Rose
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Poems by Mel
PoetryOnly poems: Love, thoughts, sadness, struggles, family, friendship, shit and eventually more feelings. Hope you like them ♥️
