✨Struggling to fall asleep✨

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Tossing and turning, struggling to fall asleep
Stand up to
Walk around
Wandering alone in the purest dark

Listening to music
Reassuring as fuck
A non existent creature
Called music
My best friend

Talking to me
Personally
Without judgment
But care

Still can't sleep
What to do?
I don't know
No medication works

Fuck this hideous world
I'm so tired
Of it all
But still no sleep

I wish I could sleep forever
Wouldn't that be cool
Never be able to wake up
To this shitty life
That's what I call nice

Leave my loved ones
I can't
But I have to
They're better off without me

- Mel Rose

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