Having these thoughts
Is killing me
Everyday
MentallyAlso affecting me physically
No motivation to continue
This fucked up life
Too many mistakes I've madeIt's unforgivable
I'll never forgive myself for
All the pain I've caused
Constantly repeating my mistakesWhether I like it or not
It's happening
And I don't know what to do
There's problems everywhere I goI'm the main source
To all of your problems
With no solutions
All I want to, is dieGoodbye
But hi
I'm here for you
I promiseEven though
My monstrous thoughts attacks me
From every possible way
There areBut all I want is to
Swear that I will be there
No matter what
I'll be there- Mel Rose
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Poems by Mel
PoetryOnly poems: Love, thoughts, sadness, struggles, family, friendship, shit and eventually more feelings. Hope you like them ♥️