I'm thinking about
Too much shit
That unfortunately grows
Inside me
Spreading like poisonous venom
In my body
My heart
Then my mind
Taking control
Over me
Making me crazy
If I already wasn't before
Suicidal and stupid
That's what I am
Now I don't know what to do
Can't take the help I need
Cause I clearly don't deserve it
No matter what
I'm rotten to the core
I'm obviously poisonous
So stay away
I'm gonna isolate myself
And never see anybody again
Afraid of those random panic attacks
Air I need
Just so I could breathe
And feel calm
Maybe
- Mel Rose
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Poems by Mel
PoetryOnly poems: Love, thoughts, sadness, struggles, family, friendship, shit and eventually more feelings. Hope you like them ♥️
