Not normal
Both inside and out
I'm just not, not even close
I just want to scream and shout
Hold on, let me just hit and kick that stupid wall
Gaining and burning
All I can say,
Is that I'm constantly struggling
Purging and restricting
Man,
It's so fucking exhausting
Endlessly circling around
Unless I end it all
Darkness poisoning my soul
Every second
Why can't I naturally just look like a pretty doll?
Now, all I want to do is break down
'Cause fuck, I'm not good enough
All the shit my head says, it's so damn true
For once,
All I'm asking for is stability and control
I want to be just as attractive as the other girls
I'm so sick and tired of this shit load
Of intrusive fucking thoughts
Torturing me all day long
Love is everything I ever wanted
If that's so hard, then I definitely should end it all
Oh
I'm gonna end it all...
- Mel Rose
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Poems by Mel
PoetryOnly poems: Love, thoughts, sadness, struggles, family, friendship, shit and eventually more feelings. Hope you like them ♥️
