Alone in the dark
Sitting here
And falling apart
I'd rather be there
With my family
Or a good idea it's not
Cause a burden I don't want to be
I'm gonna give death another shot
I really don't want to break your hearts
In peace I just want to go away
But I'm throwing away my life like fucking darts
No one should have another say
Listen I can not
I can't cause I'm crying
But still, I'm not a bot
The answer to everything is dying
The good girl you want me to be
No, I can't be her
I just cannot her see
Cause I'm not a dear
Bury myself in alcohol and drugs
That's what I want to do
If dying isn't an option, I know it sucks
Take several shots and snort and take different kind of drugs, that I can do
- Mel Rose
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