From you
I must stay away
Whatever I do
I can't talk to you
As much as I want to
I can't
It hurts too much
Can't handle it all
Isolating myself
Even though I get lonely and blue
I can't talk to anyone
Not even you
No one gets it
Now I don't fucking care
I act like I don't fucking care
Cause I'm so fucking scared
Why am I so highly sad?
I'm so fucking mad
At myself
At some people around me
At the world
At the universe
Why is this my life?
I mean
I'm grateful for everyone I have
But recently I've lost touch with them most
So what's the fucking point
Do I really need to be alive?
I don't see a reason why
I know, my family
But I keep disappointing them all
Feeling stupid as fuck
- Mel Rose
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Poems by Mel
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