All alone
Without anyone by my side
Sobbing and crying
Dying inside
All by myself
All alone
Depressed and tired
Of every fucking thing
I'm sick
I just want to die already
All alone
In the room
Bossed around
To do shit I don't have energy for
But nope, they wouldn't understand anyways
All alone
Writing and drawing
With no motivation
Unfriending every fucking one
Except the special one
All alone
With my anger issues
Feeling like punching a wall
Or cut my body in a billion pieces
Even overdosing on pills
All alone
Walking with a stranger in the rain
The rain keeping me alive
The unbearable loneliness and pain
No one fucking understands
All alone
Trapped in my own monstrous mind
With horrifying images
I'd rather die than being chained up in my crazy ass head
All alone
My heart shattered in a billion pieces
No one there to pick them up
Or glue them back together
I don't deserve my heart wholesome anyways
All alone
I'm going to die
In a bed with no one by my side
Just wait and see
I will succeed
- Mel Rose
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Poems by Mel
PoesíaOnly poems: Love, thoughts, sadness, struggles, family, friendship, shit and eventually more feelings. Hope you like them ♥️
