Addicted to pain
No idea why
I just got used to
Live in agony
Addicted to pain
Everything from needles to words
Not that I want to hear
But the pain is real
Addicted to pain
Don't want happiness interrupting
Afraid to be joyful
That I can't help
Addicted to pain
To survive, I need
Honestly don't want it
But what can I do?
Addicted to pain
Not afraid to hurt myself
Especially cutting and freezing
Randomly
Addicted to pain
Standing in the rain
Letting the happiness wash away
All of it
Making it disappear into the dark ass night
Addicted to pain
Have to be lonely
And all alone
In order to keep the pain alive
- Mel Rose
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Poems by Mel
PoetryOnly poems: Love, thoughts, sadness, struggles, family, friendship, shit and eventually more feelings. Hope you like them ♥️
