Runaway from the expectations that for you keeps waiting
Let them all down, no can do
I don't want to, but no other choice I got, running away is something I can wing
Runaway from everyone valuably dear
Me inside equals the devilish satan himself
Sometimes I can't even cry one simple tear
Behind my bullshit, I swear I constantly try to be pure heartfelt
Runaway from all things new
Cause into the unknown I won't ever go
Won't even try once, but I'll maybe do only for you
The unknown new and the changes too, hella terrifying as fuck, don't you think so?
Runaway from the horrifying fears
Haunting and taunting every cell inside me live
Even the alcohol nor any typa drugs can't make it stop, listen to my fragile heartbeat with your own damn ears
Questions, questions and more questions, trigger the tears, unfortunately the truth I can no longer conceal
Runaway from life itself
Don't wanna witness some horrifying shit
Live without you, I refuse, I'll never manage to
I can't even keep myself healthy and fit
Without you I just can't go on, it'll feel like falling into a bottomless pit
Runaway from all things possible
Yes, that I can do
It's the only option that's not impossible
I'm certain you see it too
Not worthy of their love
Not worthy at all
I'll never be able to spread my wings like a beautiful dove
An easy target I am, so keep on throwing lots of hurtful balls at me, cause all I'll ever be, is an unwanted shitty and damaged wall
- Mel Rose
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Poems by Mel
PoezieOnly poems: Love, thoughts, sadness, struggles, family, friendship, shit and eventually more feelings. Hope you like them ♥️
