Last year
I buried my heart
Not literally
But outside of my body
That's not even the saddest part
To love
Again
I don't want to, ever again
Cause it hurts like a mother fucker
Please let me lose the ability to feel
To love
And to think
Cause it hurts
Making a permanent damage
For life
I cannot live like this
A change is needed
Even though they're terrifying as fuck
I'm desperate
Indeed
So please remove my ability to feel
And to think
Maybe this way
I'll get through life?
It's better than this
It's way better than being me
With all of these emotions
And fucking thoughts
- Mel Rose
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Poems by Mel
PoetryOnly poems: Love, thoughts, sadness, struggles, family, friendship, shit and eventually more feelings. Hope you like them ♥️
